I don’t know if you know this, but the first-kiss scene is always a big deal to me. I need it to be earth-shattering, and beyond memorable. Why? Because for these two characters, it’s the last first-kiss moment they’re ever going to have. This is the kiss that has to be so good it convinces them there will never be another person in the world who could give them a more perfect kiss. From their POV, it has to be perfection.
No pressure, right?
Vasili and Anya’s first kiss was no different. I actually wrote this scene a couple different ways, and finally wound up with the surprise approach, rather than a relentless sort of chase, and I think it turned out pretty well. Read on, and let me know what you think! đ
HAUNTED’s 1st Kiss Scene:
âYou swear, huh?â I held out my pinky. âPinky swear?â
He stared at my pinky. âWhat the hell is that?â
âOh my God, you donât know what a pinky swear is? What kind of childhood did you have?â
His expression turned black. âYou donât want to know.â
Yeah, probably not. âA pinky swear is the greatest promise in the universe. Absolutely unbreakable by any means known to man.â I reached for his hand, pulled his pinky up and linked it with mine. âFire, earth, water, air, I declare a pinky swear.â I looked up into those dark-as-hell eyes of his and smiled. âI swear Iâll never allow myself to be afraid of you, because I believe in you, Vas. I believe youâll never, ever want to make me afraid.â
He stared at out knotted pinky fingers. âYou believe in me?â
The way he said itâlike a kid who couldnât believe he was getting his most wished-for gift at Christmasâtore at my heart. âI believe in you,â I repeated on a whisper, and impulsively rolled up on my bare toes to press my lips to his cheek. But in that moment he turned his head and my lips landed squarely on his.
The world exploded.
Like the rest of him, Vasâs lips were hard, like silk-covered titanium. For a heartbeat they remained that way before suddenly becoming alive, claiming my mouth with an undeniably bold authority.
Yes.
I didnât recall consciously turning into his arms; all I knew was that I was just suddenly there, my arms wrapped around his neck while he clamped me hard to his body as if he were drowning and I was the only life preserver around. He held me so tightly my feet barely touched the floor while his mouth moved over mine, as if savoring the texture of my lips.
Beautiful.
The brush of his tongue against the seam of my lips opened them like magic. Eagerly I welcomed his intimate invasion, and my heart did a crazy, bungee-jumping bounce when his tongue stroked mine. That caress was as bold as the slide of his hand down my back, pressing me against him until our bodies fused together in one long line. The heat rolling off him was delirium-inducing, enveloping me in a bubble of searing warmth. That heat melted whatever was left of my brain, evaporating any lingering thoughts or fears I might have had about getting intimate with a man I had no choice but to live with. Everything burned away, until all that was left was an animalistic hunger and the pleasure his mouth gave me. I wanted more, craved more, a wild frenzy of more, more, more, and if I didnât get out of this stupid robe in the next ten seconds I was going to burst into flame.
HAUNTED: A Year of the Scorpio novella, releases in FOUR DAYS!!! †Exclusively on AMAZON!
Happy book birthday to my latest project, MEN OF PSI: LUKE! *throws confetti*
Not gonna lie, it took a while to get to Luke’s story. I went back to see when he first popped up, and it was waaaaaay back in 2016, in HOUSE OF PAYNE: STEELE. Can you believe it??? It took that long to build the perfect counterpart to Luke, but the wait was worth it. Luke’s ultimate, Loki-inspired match, Eden Steadfast, is one of my all-time favorite characters. Thankfully, the reviewers seem to agree!
Dar from DarGeeReads writes: “Wow, just, well that was âedge of your seatâ and âI canât believe that just happenedâ awesomeness! More than just suspense, more than just a psychological mind-warp, this had all that, and easily woven into it all, a love story.” — 5 stars
And:
AnnMarie, Alphas Do It Better Book Blog “Romantic suspense is my favorite genre for a reason and man was this story a fantastic thrill ride! Rarely does a book flat out shock me but this one sure did. Luke and Eden were out of this world together but it wasn’t an easy fall for either of them. The brains on these two characters were mensa level and the verbal sparing was utterly fascinating. Throw in a stalker and some alpha goodness and this read was unputdownable!” — 5 stars
Also: Bookerina Lovington, Goodreads reviewer: “This was so so good!
The story completely sucked me in, and the main characters had me rooting for their HEA. The writing was fun to read, and the secondary characters and ending had me excited for the potential for more stories to come.” — 5 stars
I’m so thrilled with how this first book in the PSI series turned out, and I cannot wait for you to see how Luke’s long-awaited story winds up. I hope you like it! *crosses fingers*
Merry Christmas! Here’s the 1st chapter of MEN OF PSI: LUKE (out 1/10/23)–my gift to you! †I hope you like it!
Chapter One
Who Are You?
âMs. Steadfast? Can I get you anything while you wait?â
I looked back at the receptionist manning the autumn-decorated desk of Private Security International. Like the open-air lobby of the converted century-old warehouse with its white-washed interior and exposed brick walls, Mary Jane Case was not what she seemed. Her smile was professional, of course, as was the rest of her appearance. Her curly brown hair had been tamed in a neat topknot, and her makeup and nails were all perfectly on point for the role she played at PSI. On the surface, she was the expected pretty face fronting a professional business that catered to the wealthiest, most special snowflakes in the world.
But Mary Janeâs calf muscles were way too defined for a run-of-the-mill receptionist.
Her eyes were also not that of a normal meet-and-greeter. Iâd been sitting long enough in PSIâs Zen-inducing waiting area to note that whenever the front door opened, the receptionistâs eyes were already trained on the visitor, looking them over in a visual frisk that missed nothing. Iâd clocked the cameras outside before heading into the building myself, so it didnât surprise me that Mary Jane had fair warning someone was about to enter her domain. What did surprise me was that in a converted warehouse full of mercenaries and soldiers of fortune, whoever was in charge had decided the buildingâs first line of defenseâthe gatekeeperâhad to be this woman.
Bottom-lining it, Mary Jane Case was someone I would never mess with.
I rearranged my face into a polite smile while searching her eyes to see if she had any wayward suspicions about me. âNo, but thank you. I appreciate it.â
âOf course.â Her professional smile didnât alter as she went back to her desk, revealing absolutely nothing except those overly developed calf muscles. Talk about a standoff. Good olâ Mary Jane and I could sit in that lobby for the next year and probably never learn what the other was thinking. Either she was as good at guarding herself as I was, or I had lost my touch when it came to sussing out a potential mark.
Maybe Iâd gotten soft since trying to live on the straight and narrow.
I almost grimaced at the thought before catching the telltale expression and renewed my concentration of keeping a blank face. Yup. Definitely getting soft. I seriously needed to work on that.
âMs. Steadfast.â A man with short graying hair and horn-rimmed glasses approached where I sat, and his suit breathed top-of-the-line in its simplicity of cut and style. Tom Fordâs Royal line for summer, if I didnât miss my guess. âSorry to keep you waiting. Iâm Cap Fogelmann, head of PSI. Will your father be joining us?â
Well, well, the head man of PSI himself. Didnât I feel special. âMy father?â
âYes, your email said you both have been threatened in recent weeks.â
âAh.â What I hadnât put in my email request for a meeting with the private security business was that my father and I hadnât actually spoken in three years. Iâd texted him to join me todayâsomething that had twisted my stomach into queasy knotsâbut silence had been my only response. âIâm afraid my fatherâs schedule is quite a monster, Mr. Fogelmann, Not that he isnât taking this seriously,â I hurried to assure him, trying my best to push the earnestness of a doting and dutiful daughter into my tone. âItâs just that he packs his schedule so much, trying to help those who come to his House of Enlightened Greatness, that he barely has time to take care of himself. Thatâs where I come in.â
Cap Fogelmann nodded. âI can understand that, and Iâm sure my daughter can relate as well.â He tilted his head toward Mary Jane. âIsnât that right, kiddo?â
âHeâll skip things like lunch and dinner if I donât stay on him,â Mary Jane said without glancing up from reading an email. Which was just as well, since I was trying to recover from the surprise that Mary Jane and Cap were related, and I hadnât detected even the slightest resemblance between the two. âI totally understand where youâre coming from when it comes to workaholic fathers, Miss Steadfast.â
âPlease, make it Eden.â Since we had so much in common, I tried a long-suffering smile with her. âUs helicopter daughters of the world have to stick together.â
That had Mary Jane glancing up with a grin. âAbsolutely, and feel free to call me Mary Jane.â
âIâve always loved the complexity of that particular nameâblessed, but bitter, and all things in between.â Eden wrinkled her nose. âMineâs just a boring garden.â
âI would hardly call Eden boring.â With an aura of unshakable calm I could only admire, Cap Fogelmann gestured toward a hall leading into the depths of the building. âNow, if youâd like to come this wayââ
The front door suddenly burst open and a man strode into the lobby, his shock of frost-tipped hair cut short on the sides and gelled into coiffed perfection an all too familiar sight.
What in the world�
âSorry Iâm late.â My fatherâs right-hand man and the one person I could have pointed to as a best friend walked right up to where I stood and caught me up in a bearhug. âTraffic was murder, hon, but I got here as fast as I could. Have I missed anything?â
âKels?â For crying out loud. I was good at putting on a front as the next person, but if no one kept me in the loop, there was nothing I could do about showing the world how flummoxed I was. âWhat are you doing here? My father didnât say anything about sending you.â He hadnât said anything at all, but that was beside the point.
Kels rolled his eyes as he let me go. âIt was a last-minute thing that came up that needed his attention, so he packed everything into an envelope and shoved me out the door. Kelsey Crosby, Kels to my friends,â he added, offering a hand to Cap. âAttorney for the aforementioned Truman Steadfast and the House of Enlightened Greatness, as well as childhood friend of Eden Steadfast. We were raised like siblings, so itâs understandable Tru would send me in his stead for this all-important meeting. So.â Looking from Cap to me and back again, Kels offered a toothsome smile. âShall we begin?â
Okie dokie, then.
A handful of minutes later we walked into a conference room with mellow cream walls and one burnt umber accent wall that had a wall-mounted flatscreen TV and an electronic console that looked like it had been boosted off the space shuttle. Professional decorator accents were all over the place, in the bronze overhead pendant lighting, the lush potted plants in the corners and the twelve umber-colored leather swivel chairs around a gleaming conference table. The color of rich brown carpeting beneath our feet was echoed in the drapes pulled back to show a view of the street below, and the interior walls of glass looking out at the hall from which weâd just come also had drapes that could be pulled for absolute privacy.
Like everywhere else Iâd been in this building, discreet cameras in the upper corners of the room blinked silently, reminding me that every move was being watched. Pretending to tuck my hair back behind my ear, I used the movement to glance at Kels. Heâd spotted the cameras too, and wore a placid expression.
Of course.
Heâd been trained by my father.
Just like me.
âIf you decide to go with PSIâs security detailâand if we decide to take your caseâyou and your father will each be assigned a bodyguard detail. But first and foremost, our job here today is to get to know everything about youâwho you are, and why youâre here.â Cap gestured to the padded leather chairs. âHave a seat. Can we get you anything before we begin?â
âCoffee with lots of cream, please.â Kels offered up a grateful smile while I shook my head and slid into a chair just one over from where Cap sat at the head of the table. Kels sat beside me, placed a soft-sided case on the table and pulled a file out of it. âWhile weâre waiting for that, Iâd be grateful if youâd review this standard NDA that protects the interests of both Truman and his daughter, along with the Steadfast Corporation, which includes the House of Enlightened Greatness, his main charity New Hope Teen Shelters, and all business holdings pertaining to said entity.â
As Kels handed the file over and an assistant brought in his requested coffee, I turned to stare at him to see if I could actually kill someone with the force of my gaze. Nope. âThis is just an initial meeting, Kels.â
âAll the more reason to make certain that whatever is revealed here, stays here. Iâm sure NDAs are par for the course for a private security company, since keeping secrets goes hand in hand with maintaining proper security for people who live life in the spotlight. Isnât that right?â Kels added, looking to Cap with raised brows.
Cap tilted his head in faint acknowledgment while perusing the fileâs contents. âMore often than not, PSI works with people who have nondisclosure agreements at the readyâlike you, Mr. Crosby. However, I have a certain soft spot for those who walk through our doors who donât question our discretion, like your clientâs daughter.â With that, he set the file aside. âIâll have our legal department look this over and have it back to you by the end of the workday. Pending that, would you like to postpone this initial meeting?â
âYes,â Kels said.
âNo,â I said at the same time.
Kels tried to swivel my chair toward him. âEden, I thinkââ
âIf you were actually thinking, Kels, youâd leave my chair exactly where I want it to be.â I gave him what he wanted for just a moment and faced him. In that heartbeat of time Kels looked into my eyes and accurately read all about the murder I wanted to commit, and hastily backed away. Then I concentrated on pulling a file of my own out of my bag, and by the time I faced Cap once more I had my serene face firmly in place. âWhere would you like me to begin?â
Cap lifted a shoulder. âAt the beginning.â
âOf course.â I wanted desperately to grip my hands together as the tension inside me twisted my stomach into knots, but that would never do. Giving away my true feelings had been knocked out of me by the time Iâd hit double digits in age. My hands remained loose and still on the chairâs armrests. âThe first incident I experienced was over two months ago, in a Groverâs Food Market parking lot. A note was left on my windshield, threatening both me and my father. Iâm the only one whoâs touched that note, so itâs in that file in a protective plastic bag in the same condition as when I found it. Also, thereâs a USB drive in there showing video of all the cars in the parking lot at the time I discovered the note. Thenââ
âWho took the video?â
âI did. Then about a week later, a dead cat was left on the hood of my car, a cat that looked virtually identical to a cat Iâd been photographed with when I was a child. The image of that cat can still be found all over the internet, as my father once used a New Yearâs photo of usâwith me holding that catâas part of a promotional campaign to show how family-oriented HEG is. Again, I took video of all the cars and people around me the moment I found the dead animal.â
Cap went through the file and paused on the picture of the dead animal that clearly had been shot. âHEG?â
âHouse of Enlightened Greatness,â Kels supplied. âItâs not a church, but rather a nondenominational gathering place for people seeking enlightenment.â
âBut it does practice the basics of prosperity theology, correct?â
So he knew what HEG was, I thought, watching his face for any telltale expressions. Yet there he sat, asking us questions about it. Why? What was he looking for?
âItâs more of a prosperity belief system,â Kels said, looking earnest. It was a look that rubes had fallen for since the time heâd been a teen, and I almost grinned with nostalgia when I saw it now. âTru Steadfast refuses to call his belief system a theology, as that might have connotations of a specific religion, and heâs all about welcoming everyone looking for answers on how to unlock their potential greatness. Motivational speaker is his official job description, though heâs been called a guru, a mentor, even a rabbi, but I assure you heâs none of these things. He refuses to allow the worldâs stifling labels or preconceived notions of religion to prevent him from reaching out to anyone who wants to unlock their potential greatness.â
âI see.â As Kels spoke, I watched Capâs expression and had to give him props for taking all this in without a blink or even a dubious scoff. Instead, he glanced over at me and tapped a finger on the file Iâd given him. âThis is a pretty thick file. How many instances of harassment and stalking have you documented?â
âSix. The last occurred almost four weeks ago when my tires were slashed at my house in the middle of the night. But that was also the event where I almost caught them, whoever they are. I havenât been bothered with another visit since.â
Capâs brows drew together. âWhat do you mean, you almost caught them?â
In half a heartbeat I weighed all the possible outcomes of telling the truth, and ultimately couldnât find a downside. âI mean that I have a decent security system at my place, though Iâm sure itâs nothing that you all are used to. The video footage of the intruder coming up to slash my tires is also on that thumb drive, and though he or she is wearing a ski mask, they show up pretty well on the video. What you donât see is that as they run out of frame, Iâm running out of the house barefoot and in my pajamas. I chased them down the driveway while shooting at them with a BB gun.â
Capâs brows remained raised. âA BB gun.â
âIt looks like a handgun, but itâs actually just a BB gun. Itâs a leftover from my childhood,â I explained on a pained sigh when he continued to stare at me. âWhen my father first started HEG, he wanted to show off what his darling daughter could do.â I thought it best not to mention that my skills up to that point in life were things that could have gotten the both of us arrested, so I kept to another set of facts. âI donât know how to play any musical instruments, seeing me dance might cause terminal hysteria, and my singing usually makes people run to the other side of the globe.â
I didnât bother to roll my eyes. âThe one thing Iâve always been able to do is hit a target, whether itâs with a pellet gun or darts, or even a bean bag. When my father realized this, he enrolled me in junior shooting competitions and took videos of me doing my thing. Our internal research showed that those videos played well, especially in the southern and southwestern demographics.â
Cap seemed to take all of this in stride. âIf youâre that good of a shot, and you know youâve got a stalker problem, why use a BB gun? Why not an actual gun?â
I wondered if feeling the blood drain to my knees was just my imagination, or if Iâd actually lost color. âI might be able to shoot, Mr. Fogelmann, but youâre talking about shooting at another human being. I would think youâd understand better than most that thereâs a difference between being able to shoot, and being able to shoot a person.â
Again, Cap tilted his head in acknowledgment. âAll right, I think thatâll do for our basic assessment.â He motioned to one of the cameras. âCome on in, Luke. Letâs talk.â
âLuke?â Beside me, Kels looked from the camera to Cap. âWhat is this? Werenât you supposed to be doing the evaluation?â
âI never said that.â Capâs poker face didnât ripple as someone moved past the glass walls of the conference room toward the door. âIâm a good read when it comes to people, but Iâm nothing compared to our Quantico-trained profiler. When I was in the military I did a tour of duty with this man, and I can guarantee you that heâs the best profiler this world has to offer. Heâs the man I asked to evaluate you and your story while I conducted this little interview.â
Kelsâs scowl was impressive. âOur story? I find that insulting. Do you usually treat prospective clients as potential guilty parties?â
âThe famous ones, yes,â came the jaw-dropping reply. âPast history has shown me that famous people usually have much more to hide than regular folks, and the things they hide could get my people killed. Over the years Iâve learned to make sure I turn over as many rocks as possible before taking on famous clientele. If you donât like that, you know where the door is, Mr. Crosby.â
Predictably, Kels came to his feet. âFine. Eden?â
I remained seated, turning only to watch the manâLukeâenter the room.
Holy.
Fucking.
Hell.
Thatâs what this man wasâabsolute hell on wheels, at least when it came to someone like me. Open books and wilting flowers wouldnât have a problem with this guy, because heâd no doubt tear them apart in thirty seconds and walk away with their souls tucked in his pocket before they even knew what had hit them. If Iâd run into him as a child, it would have been on accident and not as the usual ruse to pick his pocket. This man was no easy mark.
So what was he?
Dangerous, my mind whispered back while my heart began to pound. So, so dangerous.
His eyes were as beautiful as they were terrifying. Electric blue and somehow unblinking, it was as if he had the ability to see everythingâin the room, in my mind, maybe even in that thing I optimistically called my soul.
How was it possible those eyes could be both breathtaking and my worst possible nightmare?
Grimly I stared back at him, though it took all my will to do it, and tried to assess the rest of him. Bronze-colored hair that couldnât decide whether it wanted to be brown or dark red, cut short and in a subtle fade, and so thick my fingers had the oddest urge to sift through it. Broad shoulders told the story of a man who didnât just sit around evaluating people all dayâanother reason not to mess with him, my mind diligently noted while I watched him round the table to take a chair directly opposite me. His skin was a pale gold, like his summer tan was slowly fading, and a smattering of freckles across the bridge of his perfectly straight, aristocratic nose did their damnedest to charm me.
I wasnât about to be charmed.
Attracted, maybe.
But not charmed.
How could I be charmed when every instinct I had screamed that an enemy had just entered the room?
âWell.â Clearly flustered that I hadnât gotten up in a huff, Kels looked like he didnât know whether to retake his seat or drag me out of my chair. âEden, letâs go. We donât approve of being treated like common criminals.â
To my shock, the man seated across from me burst out laughing, all the while never looking away from me.
âDamn, thatâs hilarious,â he announced to no one in particular, while his eyes bored into mine.
Blink, you fucker. Blink, for Godâs sakeâŠ
Life was strange. One minute my familyâs being harassed by a stalker, the next Iâm in a staring contest with the worldâs most dangerous man. Any second now I expected a meteor to come barreling in and wipe us all off the map. It wouldnât even surprise me.
âI beg your pardon?â Kels sputtered, sounding like he was about to blow a gasket.
The blue-eyed monster seated across from me ignored him. âWho are you?â
Without warning, my throat locked up.
âThis is my client, Eden Steadfast, the daughter of Truman Steadfast, quite possibly the greatest motivational speaker who ever lived,â Kels all but shouted. Clearly he didnât appreciate being ignored, if his volume stuck on high was any indication. âAnd I will ask you again, whatâs hilarious?â
âYouâre hilarious, telling this woman what to think. Or feel. Or do. Or say.â Slowly the man named Luke shook his head. âNah, thatâs never going to fly with this lady.â
âInteresting.â Braiding his fingers together, Cap leaned back in his chair. âLuke Keyes, Eden Steadfast and her familyâs attorney, Kelsey Crosby. Why do you say that would never fly with this lady, Luke?â
âIâm not getting a lot off of her yet, but this much I do knowâshe doesnât scare easily, if at all.â
How amazing it was, that they were so comfortable talking about me like I wasnât even there. If I could get my damn throat open, Iâd tell them both to go to hell.
âI mean, think about it, Cap,â the blue-eyed devil went on. âSomeone gets harassed, they donât usually respond by filming all the nearby cars and people around them so they can get their hands on them later if they need to. Nor do they think to put the harassing note in a baggie, at least not right away. Normal people freak the hell out, then get scared, then call the police. Thatâs just the natural order of things.â
âThat may be the natural order of things for normal people, as you say, but the police have never been overly helpful in situations like this.â At last Kels retook his seat, and I had to admire the tone heâd chosen to hitâvaguely condescending to cover up the defensiveness he had to be feeling. The way he kept glancing at Luke Keyes told me he was about as thrilled with having PSIâs expert profiler there as I was. âThis isnât our first rodeo. Weâve dealt with overzealous fans in the past, and contacting the authorities isnât worth the publicity. All it usually does is create an outbreak of copycat stalkers, and before you know it a small flame suddenly becomes a raging forest fire.â
âThatâs why I came to Private Security International, rather than the police.â At last my throat loosened enough for me to speak, and I gave myself a mental pat on the back for sounding calm, if stressed. Considering the situation stress was a given, so I leaned into it and hoped Iâd score some sympathy points. âIâve been trying to figure out how to shake off this stalker by myselfâyou know, trying to show a brave front to make them think I wasnât scared. Refusing to give a bully what they want, which is usually fear or distress, seemed like the fastest way to get rid of them.â
âI take it that didnât work?â Cap asked, not sounding surprised.
I shook my head, wondering if I should throw in a dainty, woe-is-me sniffle. Probably not. âNo, but I didnât feel that the situation was escalating. As I said, I really havenât been bothered since the slashed tires incident almost a month ago, and I thought I was coping pretty well. But then I caught my fatherâs latest podcast two nights ago. Thatâs when I realized I wasnât the only one having problems.â With that, I took my phone out of my bag, hit the right app, and set the phone down with the volume up.
ââŠand sad to say, sometimes you can measure the success youâve garnered for yourself by the amount of strife the outside world throws at you.â My fatherâs voice, folksy with echoes of his Kentucky boyhood, filled the room. âIâll let you in on a little secret, yâall. For weeks now, Iâve been plagued by all manner of slings and arrowsâharassing calls in the middle of the night, packages addressed to me filled with unspeakable foulness, even a brick thrown through the window of our New Hope Teen Shelter in downtown Chicago just last night. Whereâs it all coming from? Iâll tell you where. Small-minded people whose jealousy and resentment have stunted their inner growth, and honestly, I pity them. Their pettiness keeps them chained to an existence that has no meaning. They have yet to realize all the energy theyâre expending on me should be used on fixing whatâs wrong with them. How I wish I could sit down with them, share with them a space thatâs peaceful and welcoming. Then Iâd look them in the eye, tell them theyâre forgiven, theyâre loved, and theyâll always be safe with me as they work on confronting their innermost truths. Then Iâd invite them to dig down into their heart to work on those truths, and I wouldnât leave their side until they unravel whatâs holding them back from their greatness. We all have that greatness inside of us, you know. I have it, and Iâm not ashamed to tell yâall about it. I know you have it, because youâre smart enough to be listening to me now. Donât be ashamed to admit youâre brilliant. In fact, say it with me. You. Are. Brilliant. You know it. Letâs focus now on that breathtaking greatness of yours, and manifest it into the kind of success you damn well know you deserââ
I reached over and hit pause, then forced my gaze back to the blue-eyed monster across from me. âA minute later I texted my father, wanting details. The harassment heâs been experiencing has been going on for weeks. Thatâs when I decided to call PSI, and here we are.â
âSo you donât live with your father?â
âWhat an odd question.â I tilted my head, trying to see him from another perspective. Nope. Still terrifying. âBy any chance were you raised by a domineering, older male chauvinist? Or perhaps you belong to some orthodox religious order where all the females of the family have to stay at home until they marry?â
His smile was sharp enough to cut. âWe ask the questions, Ms. Steadfast, not the other way around.â
I changed my face, aiming for bewildered. âOkay. Sorry. Far be it from me to question the male authority who thinks that I should still live with my father at the age of twenty-eight.â
âThe man I just heard on that pod is all about controlâcontrolling people by pushing their buttons without them ever even realizing heâs playing them. He works to get them hooked on all those feel-good dopamine hits by telling them how great they are. A man like that doesnât like to lose control of the people in his sphere, especially those who are closest to him. Like a daughter, for instance.â
Holy crap, he got all that from just a few measly sentences off a podcast? âIf Truman Steadfast were such a control freak, he would have been the one to contact PSI for help, not me.â
He shook his head, and still he didnât frigging blink. âNope. Generally speaking, control freaks never admit they need help, so itâs no wonder that youânot your fatherâwere the one to send up a flare. Then again, you sent that flare up because you believed he needed help. Not you.â
Was he probing around to see if I had any control-freak tendencies myself, or was he looking for something more? When in doubt, staying in the neighborhood of the truth had to be my best policy. âIt doesnât make sense that Iâm the actual target. When it comes to HEG, Iâm not important. Iâm not even in the public eye anymore, I havenât been for years. My father is.â
Luke Keyes lifted a careless shoulder. âThe majority of stalking victims arenât famous, theyâre just regular people trying to live regular lives. Whatâs more, you used to be famousâTruâs perfect little blonde baby angel with eyes as big and green as a kittenâs, and a smile pure enough to make the heavens weep. It makes perfect sense that youâd be a target.â
It had to be my imagination that his gaze lingered caressingly over my hair, eyes and mouth as he spoke of them. âYouâre not helping the state of my nerves.â
âIâm not here to help the state of your nerves.â
Clearly. âThen what are you here for?â
âTo find the truth of you.â
Iâd die before admitting his statement made my blood run cold. âThe only truth that matters to me is that Iâm not the real target here. My father is the one with a target on his back, and thatâs what has me worried enough to be here today.â
âBut it canât be overlooked that youâve been attacked as well.â This came from Cap, who tapped the folder Iâd given him. âThreatening notes, a dead animal, slashed tires. What else?â
Ugh. âItâs sophomoric, really. The day after I got the note on my windshield, a dead rat came in the mail. There were a couple of whispery phone calls that may or may not have been a bad connection. Just last week there was a delivery order of my favorite combo plate of salmon sashimi and a California roll. Strangely enough it was paid for, but of course I didnât eat it. I no longer go into my DMs on any of my social media platforms because theyâve been inundated with garbageâas much as twenty DMs in a single day, all saying basically the same thing as the note on my car. I turned off my notifications weeks ago and just stopped looking.â
ââEden Steadfast, you dumb bitch, youâre first. Then your bullshit-artist father will meet you in hell.â Charming.â Cap read the plastic-covered note, then handed it over to Luke. âIf we were to take your case, we would need full access to all your social media platforms, as well as computers and phones, both at home and at work.â
I nodded. âOf course.â
âBecause Eden no longer has any affiliation with House of Enlightened Greatness, the verbal agreement she just gave does not encompass her father, HEG, New Hope Teen Shelters in Illinois or surrounding states, or any of Tru Steadfastâs legal holdings and subsidiaries,â Kels said, and it took all my strength to not turn and give him another death glare. Nitpicking was the hallmark of any decent attorney, certainly. But if he kept going on as if this were just a dry contract negotiation, I was going to have to knock his block off.
Instead, I plucked my phone off the table. âDo you know if any of HEGâs social media platforms or my fatherâs Twitter feed has gotten anything like whatâs going on in my DMs?â I opened up a social media platform at random and gave Kels my phone so he could scroll through my DMs. When his eyes widened, I knew Iâd gotten through to him. âThatâs just one social media site, Kels. I have four, and theyâre all like that, or at least they were the last time I checked on them a few weeks ago. Tell me, do you like the pictures taken of me while Iâm in line waiting for my coffee order? Or how about that one of me getting my hair done? I look so sexy with aluminum all over my head while getting those post-summer honey-toned highlights, donât you think? The real question is, is my father getting this much harassment as well?â
âIf he is, weâll find out.â Cap took the phone when Kels tried handing it back to me, scrolled through it for a while, then handed it to Luke. âThough Mr. Crosby is correct, Ms. Steadfast. Your father will have to agree to allow us full entry into all his devices, and his life, if we are to provide security for him.â
âIâll talk to him first thing tomorrow.â Though the very thought of coming face-to-face with my father after three years made me want to hyperventilate.
âGood. But whether or not he agrees with our policies is irrelevant at the moment. Right now you are my main concern.â
I blinked. What did I do? âMe? Why?â
He nodded at my phone, still in Lukeâs hands. âThatâs a hell of a lot of pressure being thrown your way, from someone whoâs very clearly stalking you. When someone takes pictures of you as you go through your everyday life, they want you to know how close they are. How easy it would be for them to reach out and get you. Theyâre doing it to scare you. To threaten you. To make your life unlivable.â
âAnd youâre helping them,â Luke Keyes put in as he at last handed my phone back, and for some reason he looked pissed off, like he thought it was my fault I was being targeted. âYouâre helping them, because youâre not taking this threat seriously.â
âIâm here, arenât I?â I countered on a huff. Damn it, this wasnât my fault. âIsnât that proof Iâm taking this situation very seriously?â
âYou came in only after learning your father was also being harassed. And you said youâve had six instances of being targeted, yeah? I just scrolled through at least fifty threats on your phone, and that was just me looking for the highlights. Obviously you need to get your damn eyes open and see how much danger youâre in.â
âMy team and I will have a meeting on whether or not weâll accept your case,â Cap put in calmly before I could answer. âIf everyoneâs on board, weâll get a standard contract drawn up and have your familyâs attorney look through it. Once you sign on the dotted line, you will have around-the-clock protection.â
Wow. That escalated quickly. âI⊠understand.â
âI hope you do, Ms. Steadfast,â came the swift reply. âWeâre a professional outfit, and when weâre on bodyguard detail, we do our best to be unobtrusive and accommodating. But in the past weâve had clients who hired us, then turned right around and tried to ditch us, like our job is some cutesy little game of hide-and-seek. Then there are those clients who withhold crucial information from us. One time a PSI team member nearly shot the secret lover of a client because said client did their best to hide that personâs existence from us. So be warned nowâwe do not put up with any interference in how we guard you. We know how to do our job, and our job is to keep you alive. Not happy, not pampered, not at your convenience. Alive. Understood?â
What I understood was that my life was about to get turned upside down, and I was paying for the privilege of it. âUnderstood.â âOnce my team gives the go-ahead on your case, weâll send over the contract.”
I hope you all enjoyed my gift to you! From my family to yours, I wish you a warm, safe and joy-filled holiday season!
We’re getting sooooo close to the release day of MEN OF PSI: LUKE! This book is the start of a brand new romantic suspense series, chock full of yummy Alpha heroes who know what they want and won’t stop until they get it. LUKE was a fan favorite from the completed HOUSE OF PAYNE series, so it just made sense to kick off MEN OF PSI with Luke’s story. Thank you all so much for letting me know how much you loved Luke. †Without you, I may not have ever given him life. So here he is, just for you⊠LUKE!
BLURB:
Eden
Polite society referred to my father as a âmotivational speaker.â Fact is, heâs the kind of cult leader that makes national news, and never in a good way. For years I was part of that worldâTru Steadfastâs darling daughter, living in the spotlight while helping dear old Dad sucker his brainwashed followers out of every penny they had. Ultimately I couldnât take that way of life, so I struck out on my own, trying to live quietly and hoping against hope that I could balance the scales of karma.
Then the stalking began, and I had to ask for help. That âhelpâ came in the form of psychological profiler, Luke Keyes. From the moment I looked into his eyesâeyes that could see all the way to my tainted soulâI knew he was more dangerous than any stalker ever could be.
Luke
When Eden Steadfast parked her high-class ass on Private Security Internationalâs doorstep, I couldnât believe what I was seeing⊠and not seeing. Maybe the statuesque blonde with kitten green eyes had knocked me off my game, but she wasnât showing me any of the usual tells everyone else on the planet had. She was smart, maybe even smarter than me, because no matter how hard I looked I couldnât see past her defenses. Who knew smart could be so damn sexy?
Eden was more of a mystery to me than her stalker, and I wanted to unravel her in the most carnal way possible. But before I could do that, I had to find the man whoâd decided that if he couldnât have Eden, no one would.
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***MEN OF PSI: LUKE, THE PROFILER is a work of romantic suspense, which includes a genius Alpha male whoâs met his match in more ways than one. As always, no cliffhangers, love triangles, or cheating. Due to adult language and several sex scenesâwith a teensy bit of spanking and light bondage thrown in for giggles (youâre good with that, right?)âthis book is not intended for readers under the age of eighteen.***
Hi, remember me? I canât believe itâs been six months since I last published anything (gasp!). Honestly, it feels like itâs been soooooo much longer than that.
Iâve been going through some things.
The holidays were the best theyâd been since the madness of COVID beganâfull of ice shows, shopping, gift-giving and reconnecting with friends and family. As usual, I didnât get a lot of writing done in the month of December, though I had a novella that was more than halfway done. I had no worries about that, though. I could finish up PARTY GIRL in January and launch into a new series, THE MEN OF PSI, in the upcoming year. Piece of cake.
Then one morning in January, my mother had a pulse-ox level of 67%.
The ER visit morphed into a terrifiying ICU stay as her condition deteriorated. The doctors werenât sure what was wrong with her, and it took days before most of the docs decided she was suffering from congestive heart failure (though one doc to this day is still certain she had COVID despite six separate tests coming back negative).
After the diagnosis, life became a series of stress-filled days and sleepless nights. Writing? My mother was dying. Who gave a damn about writing?
February came and went with a couple more hair-raising hospital stays, a pastor coming in to pray over her, a Digoxin toxicity scare, and a nightmarish sojourn into a Skilled Nursing Facility (swear to God, I will NEVER put my mother in one of those places again). Getting her stabilized seemed like the impossible dream.
March rolled around, and⊠something worked. I still donât know what. Whether it was a medication change or an attitude change, something wonderful happened. One morning my mother (who is living with me) walked into the kitchen, announced she was hungry and wanted to get her hair done. She felt great. Peppy. Her old self. So I loaded up the car with her new wheelchair, her oxygen tank and her walker (in case she didnât want the chair), and off we went to the salon. We then had lunch at one of her favorite restaurants and laughed over how it was the first outing weâd had in months that didnât involve a doctor or blood samples.
That evening, I sat down at the computer and opened up the long-ignored file for PARTY GIRL.
So far, my momâs doing well. We battle over her salt intake. When I hover too much she kicks me into the office to write, because apparently Iâm a much more pleasant person when Iâm writing.
I have to admit, sheâs right about that. Nothing makes me happier than to slip into the world that exists in my head. Iâve learned to write when I can, and not beat myself up about not being able to write when Iâm stressed. Come to find out, Iâm unable to make words when Iâm sick with worry and sleep-deprived. Who knew?
I donât know what the future holds, but then again, who does? For now, Iâm enjoying the moment and back to writing as much as I can. I guess thatâs the biggest takeaway I have from these past six monthsâenjoy what you can, while you can. There is no promise of tomorrow, so go ahead and smile now (or in my case, write).
With that being saidâŠ
ITâS COVER REVEAL/BLURB TIME!
BLURB:
PARTY GIRL
TRIGGER WARNING: This book deals with a character dosed with Rohypnol, a date-rape drug. Though the assault goes no further than that, if this is a trigger, this book is not for you.
Content creator. Trendsetting influencer. Society columnist.
Hannah Raven has worked nonstop since she was sixteen to make it big. Abandoned by her mother to a grandmother who didnât want her, Hannah fought to create a space for herself where she belonged. So what if it was on the internet? That didnât mean it wasnât real.
Decorated military hero. Doctor. One of Chicagoâs prized eligible bachelors.
Dalton Derico thought heâd seen it all, and what heâd seen wasnât worth a damn. Then a stunning woman collapses in his arms after being slipped a roofie, and everything changes. There is beauty in the world, and he will have it for himself⊠as long as he can convince Hannah that all her roads lead to him.
Flitting from party to party has always been Hannahâs way, but now that she knows the darker side of party life, sheâs reconsidering where she belongs. Is she destined to cover the celebrations of other people forever, or should she risk putting her faith in Dalton by creating a new world that could belong to them both?
***This contemporary romance includes a fiercely protective Alpha whoâs hot enough to raise temperatures and drop panties. As always, no cheating, no love triangles, no cliffhangers. HEA guaranteed, with an epilogue built to make you happy-sigh. Due to adult language and sexual content, this book is not intended for people under the age of eighteen.***
There’s a lot to hit in this post, so buckle up. Ready? Here we gooooooo!
This week, HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI is on sale for only $1.99! *throws confetti* Alice and Loki are one of my favorite couples in the HoP series, so please feel free to spread the word far and wide that LOKI is just one little clicky away for only a $1.99. With over a hundred 5-star ratings for LOKI on Goodreads, letâs see what readers are saying about it:
âMAN, I love the people who associate with the House of Payne. They’re decisive, passionate (seriously, some of them will fight about ANYTHING), and they know what they want as soon as they lay eyes on it. It might be a bumpy ride before they can get what they want, but OH they know it.â ~ Kelly Roubidoux, Reading the Paranormal, Amazon Vine Voice, 5 stars
âThe flashfire attraction, the slow burn for ignition, the build-up of emotions, it all cumulated in a way that was perfect for Loki and Alice, with them being the highlight and centre of each otherâs universe!â ~ Darlene Good, DarGeeReads, 5 stars
âLoki is a member of a powerful MC but he spends his days and nights slinging ink for HOP. Alice is a foster kid and was placed with the rich family from Chicago, when their worlds collide sparks fly. Iâm amazed by this authorâs ability to create unique storylines on the 10th book of the series. This is an all consuming book with witty banter and drama. I canât wait to see what this author has in store for us next!!âAshley Carr, Little Shop of Readers, 5 stars
âLoki is a tattoo artist working with the House of Payne and he is part of the Grave Diggers MC. Alice is pissed at Loki due to the fact that she’s being evicted and her life is being turned upside down. She literally knocks Loki on his butt when they first meet. Loki never had a chance of resisting Alice. These two were steamy hot and electrifying together. Another great read in this series.â ~ Pamela, Dreamerâs Books, 4 stars
And to make sure Iâve got your attention, Iâm doing a giveaway to kick off this awesome price drop! Whatâs the prize? An ecopy of HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI (or a $5 GC if youâve already read it), ANNNNNDâŠ
A HOUSE OF PAYNE mug, designed by yours truly! Ta-da!
Aside from writing PARTY GIRL (Releasing late autumn/early winter) Iâve been working on designs for a line of merchâyay! While Iâm starting with designs centered around the HoP series, I will have more designs available in the future to cover the Brody Brothers, as well as the upcoming Men of PSI series, and the Gravediggers MC series.
You know, because I have so much time on my hands. *eyeroll*
All right, that’s it for now. đ Good luck on the Rafflecopter giveaway, lovelies!
RAFFLECOPTER GIVEAWAY LINK (giveaway runs from 10/06/21 to 10/13/21):
Welp. It’s done. The final chapter in the House of Payne saga is officially LIVE!Â
It’s hard to say goodbye to our friends at the House, but they go out with a bang in this final installment. (Bang. Heh. See what I did there? đ )
There are plenty of “last times” in this final book, but there are also plenty of “first times” as well. The first time our hero, Talon, meets the heroine, Zenni. The first time that attraction sparks and takes their breath away. And, of course, their first kiss.
First kisses are a BIG FREAKING DEAL for me in my projects, because they’re the last first kiss our lovebirds will ever have. Here’s a peek at Talon and Zenni’s first kiss. Enjoy!
It was like every cell in Zenniâs body decided to throw a party the moment Talonâs lips captured hers. That was the best way to describe the sudden whoosh of wild joy that hit her like a tsunami, while her brain was filled with one word only.
Yay!
There was no hesitation. No awkwardness. Zenni melted into the kiss, rolling up on her tiptoes to meet him halfway while her arms curled around his neck, just in case he had some whacked-out idea about getting away. Clearly he didn’t, as he wrapped her up in those muscle-padded arms like he feared sheâd disappear if he didnât lock her to him. His hold was so firm she almost physically left the ground, and that would have been fine with her. In every other way that mattered, she had already been launched into the stratosphere by the power of his kiss alone.
Wow.
It had to be said; until the night before when theyâd had their series of almost-kisses, she’d never seriously believed she and Talon made any kind of sense. Their first meeting had been so disastrous she’d assumed nothing could overcome it. She’d screwed up with him by sneaking into places she knew she didnât belong, provoking him to then screw up with her by throwing her out instead of letting security handle her.
That should have been the end of it.
The end of them.
But Talon hadn’t let that be the end. Clearly the man believed in impossibilities, because he’d accepted her apology for being a gatecrasher, then moved on like he’d been happy to turn the page to get to the good stuff.
Once heâd done that, it had been easy for her to do the same.
But damn, she still hadn’t imagined getting the breath kissed out of her less than forty-eight hours after crossing paths with him again.
Was it any wonder she was breathless? This man knew how to freaking kiss. His mouth sealed over hers in a way that made her irrationally think theyâd never separate again. His lips were strong, yet soft enough to meld with hers, a heady combination she couldnât get enough of.
No, that wasnât quite right.
She couldnât get enough of him.
Luckily Talon seemed to be in the same boat. The press of his mouth was demanding, almost urgent, like the earth would stop spinning if he didn’t make her bend to his absolute will. The tightening of his fingers in her short hair tilted her head back even more, opening her mouth to the bold thrust of his tongue.
It was like heâd invented the deep kiss and couldn’t wait to show off his expertise.
Lucky, lucky her.
She wouldn’t have been surprised if he felt the wild, bungee-jump ride her heart went on as his mouth made savage love to hers. She could feel the hammering of his heart as her breasts pressed against his torso, and she loved the raw intimacy of it. But as thrilling as it was, it was nothing compared to the increasing hardness of his cock pressed against her belly.
Now that was something to be thrilled about.
When his mouth at last lifted from hers, she opened her eyes, reveling in how her lips throbbed as if branded by his.
âNot too shabby,â she managed, licking her lips to soothe that distracting throb. When his eyes dropped to the motion and watched as if that was the most riveting thing heâd ever seen, she shocked herself by almost moaning out loud. âIf Iâd known you could kiss like that, I never would have thought of you as a big, scary bad guy.â
His eyes were as hot as she felt. âNow that you know, what do you think of me?â
âWell, youâre not scary. People who kiss in a way that make me believe in miracles canât possibly be scary.â
âDamn, that good.â An arrogant smile curled a corner of his mouth, though his eyes still burned over her like fire. âI might be big, but what about the bad guy part? After a kiss like that, you should be ready to hit the eject button on that as well, yeah?â
Ha. He was cute when he was fishing for compliments. âOh, you can kiss like a miracle and still be those other things.â
âEven bad?â
âArenât you the guy who nearly dislocated some dude’s arm last night?â
âDon’t tell me you would have preferred it if Iâd let that date rape-drugging motherfucker hit you?â
âYou make a good point,â she decided, then gave him a saucy smile. âItâs entirely possible I need to rethink a few things.â
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Hey there, all! I can hardly wait to share Talonâs story with you, so Iâm going to go ahead and give you a sneak preview! Ready for the first chapter? Technically speaking, it’s the prologue, not the actual fist chapter, but the question still stands. Are you ready? Then here… we… go!
Prologue
The lively beat of Bruce Springsteenâs âSanta Claus is Coming to Townâ echoed through the lower level of House Of Payne. A couple hundred of Chicagoâs finest art aficionados, star athletes and TV personalities dressed in their glittery holiday finest chatted, laughed and hobnobbed amongst the studioâs white modular walls covered in original works of art. From the look of it, the Give and Grab Fine Art Charity Auction was another smashing success for the world-famous tattoo studio.
But that wasnât the story Zenni Greer was after.
Flashing her press pass at one of the overly muscled security guards, she held her head high and swept in like she was supposed to be there. She should have been invited, damn it. Sheâd been covering House Of Payne from the time sheâd been promoted to the Gossip section at her paper, Chicago Pulse, two years ago. Right from the beginning, sheâd been determined to get to the bottom of why this one Chicago-based tattoo studio had become internationally known, when countless other studios never got to be a household name. Hell, she got her own ink done at an amazing little studio down south in Beverley, but nobody outside of that particular neighborhood knew Shamrock Tattoos even existed.
What was it about House Of Payne, and its founder, Sebastian Payne, that made it so unique?
That was the story that needed to be told, and she was the journalist who needed to tell it.
Unfortunately, somehow along the way sheâd gotten on the bad side of those who ran the House. She wasnât sure what sheâd done; sheâd simply asked what she thought were normal questions whenever House Of Payne held a presser, which seemed to be every other week since the studio tended to suffer a chaos outbreak on a regular basis. But even in those times of chaos, the famous tattoo studio always managed to land on its feet.
Chaos was basically how she viewed House Of Payneâconstantly flirting with disaster, only to come out smelling like a rose. That wasnât natural. There had to be something behind it. Bribes to health inspectors, perhaps? Or maybe there was something behind the whispers sheâd heard recently of stolen artwork being used in tattoos without the authorization of the artistsâsomething she was very sensitive about since her own father was a famous artist. There could even be under-the-table payments to celebrities to get their tattoos, and then splash the House Of Payne name all over the place. Paying off celebrities wasnât illegal, of course. It was just shady.
There had to be something there.
All she had to do was find it.
Once she did, sheâd finally get the hell out of Chicago Pulseâs god-awful, terminally shallow Gossip section.
Trying to look like she belonged there and wasnât at all a bald-faced gatecrasher, Zenni did a quick sweep of the well-heeled crowd. Her heart nearly stopped when she spied Sebastian Payne and his wife, famed 3D artist, Becks, no more than six feet away. Trying to look casual, she stepped behind a tower of flatscreens flashing the pictures of the Houseâs all-star, award-winning tattooists, and feigned interest.
Max, AKA âMad Maxâ won an international award for best spin on retro tattoos.
Nice.
Angel Taylor-Santiago was the recipient of the Colorist of the Year award from Inked Out magazine.
Cool.
Mads Daniels was the Houseâs âFresh Faceâ after winning the Best Debut Artist award at InkCon.
Yay.
Talon Levesque won Best in Show in Chicagoâs For the Troops Tattoo-A-Thon.
Good for him.
Taking a chance, Zenni peeked around the flatscreen tower and breathed a sigh of relief. Whew. Sebastian Payne had moved off, his arm around his wife and flanked by a couple teenaged boys who looked like younger versions of himself, and a pair of girls so identical it was hard to believe they hadnât come from the Overlook Hotel.
Excellent. His family should keep him nice and distracted.
Now all she had to do was fly under the radar of the manager and assistant manager of the place, Scout and Sunny. Honest to God, those two sharp-eyed women had mental telepathy or something. But if she could avoid them, sheâd be good to go.
And speaking of goingâŠ
Grabbing a champagne glass from a passing server, Zenni pretended to sip at the bubbly as she made her way toward a flight of glass brick and metal stairs leading to the mezzanine level.
Okay.
As long as she stayed down on the first floor where the charity event was happening, she could plausibly explain why she was thereâsheâd been sent by her paper to cover a social event, because that was what reporters from the Gossip section did. True, she hadnât been on the list of members of the media invited to cover the event, but her presence wasnât that alarming. She could even get a nice, gossipy story out of who was attending the auction, who put in bids for what pieces of art, and how much the event ultimately raised for a charity championing the plight of the homeless.
She could do that.
OrâŠ
She could head upstairs and see what she could find snooping around in places the public had been banned from entering.
Playing it safe, or possibly finding something that would get her the hell out of the paperâs stupid society section.
Decisions, decisions.
There probably should have been better security at the stairs, Zenni thought as she zipped up to the second level. Looking at it from that perspective, it was practically their fault she wandered up there so easily.
As she reached the open space of the mezzanine level, she again pretended to sip at her champagne. Ugh. Generally speaking, she wasnât a huge fan of any type of wine, though a good, earthy ale was something she enjoyed. Being a pop culture reporter for the Gossip section meant hitting all the swankiest soirees the Windy City had to offer, which sounded kickass at first. But after about a month of loud parties, cheap champagne and an endless parade of shallow people trying to out-glam everyone else in the room, sheâd had her fill of it. Unfortunately, the job hadnât had its fill of her, but that was okay. She knew how the ladder to success worked in the world of journalism. She had to pay her dues on her climb up, so that meant lots of pretending to drink champagne while keeping a sharp eye out for the story that would push her into the ranks of a true journalist.
Maybe tonight would be the night she found her story.
There were only a few partygoers up on the second level, probably because all the action was downstairs. A set of important-looking double doors loomed directly in front of her, but as she approached she spied a sign taped to the door.
Private. Do Not Enter.
Undeterred, she reached out and tried the handle.
Locked.
Damn.
Would now be a good time to see if she had any talent for picking locks?
Probably not.
She tried another door off to the right of those impressive double doors, tucked away in its own alcove and plastered with that same sign to stay out. That door was also locked. She was just about to give up when she saw caution tape draped in a dramatic X across the entrance of what she surmised were the tattooing booths.
Ooh.
Another Keep Out place.
Only this time the barrier was tape instead of a locked door.
She clicked her tongue as she stared at the tape. What was so important about keeping people out of tattooing booths? What could possibly be so sensitive that they had to warn the public away?
Putting up a big X of caution tape like that was just begging for trouble.
With a quick glance around, she set her champagne glass on the mezzanine railing and casually made her way toward the caution tape blocking the entrance of a wide hall created by frosted-glass booths. A light was placed above the door of each booth. All of them were dark, and she imagined that those lights were lit whenever the booths were occupied. Above the mouth of the hallway glowed a neon sign written in bold script.
From pain, beauty is born.
Considering the art sheâd had tattooed on her own body, she could attest to that.
Private. DO NOT ENTER.
Zenni stared at the handwritten paper that had been torn out of a spiral notebook and stuck to the caution tape.
All caps meant yelling.
But since sheâd come this far, it wouldnât hurt to take a teensy peek.
Nothing venturedâŠ
When it came to height, Mother Nature had shortchanged her by a lot, so she barely had to duck when she moved past the boundary and into forbidden territory. Idly she hummed along with the music playing overhead, now Brian Setzerâs rowdy version of âJingle Bellsâ as she dipped into a random booth, praying it was empty. If someone was there, she would be so totally bustedâŠ
An empty, neatly ordered booth greeted her. Square in shape, the area was big enough to comfortably hold a tattoo table, a steel workbench, a rolling tray table and a wheeled padded chair. Closer inspection of the chair revealed that it was actually a seat from what looked to be an army-style Jeep.
Wow, she thought, reaching for the box. Now there was a story. If there was a real, honest-to-goodness war hero under the roof of House Ofâ
âWhat the fuck are you doing in here?â
Uh-oh.
âIâm sorry, I know Iâm not supposed to bââ The rest of her automatic mea culpa ended in a hiss when her arm was wrenched behind her back to the point where she could scratch her own shoulder blade. Before she could do anything more than yelp in surprised pain, she found herself plastered face-first against the outside of the booth, the frosted glass cold against her stinging hot cheek.
âHoly crap, stop, stop, stop,â she squealed between grunts of pain. Ignoring her, the person whoâd wrenched her arm behind her backâclearly a hulk of a man, going by the deep voice and the strength of the grip holding her in placeâtook his free hand and frisked her in a quick but thorough search. Holy shit. âFor God’s sake, what are you doing?â
âMaking sure you’re not boosting shit that doesn’t belong to you. Did you take anything? Answer now.â
âBoostâŠ? Geez, no of course not,â Zenni said, horrified. âIâm no thiefââ
âIâll be the judge of that. What else did you touch? All the booths have been sterilized, which is why theyâre off-fucking-limits. What else did you contaminate?â
Oops. Well, that explained why the tattooing booths were cordoned off. âNothing. Look, I’m with the press, okay?â She tried looking around at the person, only to cry out when the armlock intensified and her shoulder spasmed with a cramp. âI swear, I’m a member of the press, from Chicago Pulse, covering the event downstairs.â
âWhich is, as you say, downstairs.â
Okay, fair point. âI-I will be covering it, once I get down thereâŠâ
âYou say youâre a member of the press?â
Thank God, she was getting through to him at last. The shoulder cramp had reached screaming levels, making it hard to breathe, much less think. âYes. My press badge is in my right front pocket. Ask your fellow security guards downstairs, they checked my credentials and let me inââ
âWhat do you mean, they checked your credentials? Didnât you have an invitation? Members of the press who were invited to cover this charity event tonight were all given invitations.â
Crap. âYeah, well, I didnât have one of those.â
âUh-huh. If youâre a reporter, you should be able to read, right?â
What in the world? âOf course I can read.â
âProve it. What does that sign say?â His free hand cupped the back of her head none too gently and jerked it around hard enough to make something pop in her neck. All at once she was fiercely grateful she kept her pale hair in a hyper-short pixie cut. She had the horrifying feeling the brute whoâd captured her would have gleefully yanked on any hair he could have gotten a firm grip on. âAnswer now, or I swear to God Iâll find ways of making you answer.â
Oh, God.
He meant it. He actually fucking meant it.
Genuine fear rippled through her for the first time, the kind of fear that was wrapped around the core need to survive. She couldnât move. She was helpless. At his mercy. This big, scary man didnât mind that he was hurting her. Maybe he was even getting off on it.
But the main thing was that she couldnât⊠fucking⊠move.
Did anyone know she was up here? Alone, with this monster?
No.
Oh, God!
If she screamed, would anyone even hear her over the party downstairs?
Her mouth had gone so dry she had to lick her lips to unglue them. âIt says âprivate. Do not enter.ââ
âYet here you are. You must think rules donât apply to youââ Abruptly he let go of her head, and half a second later she felt a tug on the pocket sheâd indicated. âZenobia Greer. Zenobia, huh? Too bad youâre named after a queen. A bottom-feeding, nosy-as-shit reporter like you is nowhere near deserving of such a kickass name.â
Great. An educated monster who enjoyed manhandling women while passing judgment. Just what the world needed. âLook, Iâm sorry, I swear. Please, just let my armââ
âSorry? Nah. Not good enough.â Before she knew it, he spun her around and pushed her up against the wall. The relief of her arm being released was almost immediately swamped by a new wave of alarm as the man used the foot of height he had on her to loom over her like a nightmare. âYouâre going to tell me exactly who you are, and what youâre doing nosing around in here. Tell me what youâre looking for.â
Staggered, she stared up into a face that would have made angels weep. Black curling hair in need of a trim tumbled over a scowling, square forehead. Winged brows shadowed eyes the color of a stormy seaânot gray or blue, but somewhere in between. Scruff that could have been labeled an actual beard framed a grimly held mouth. Everything about his face was grim. Grim and scary.
And suddenly familiar.
âTalon Levesque,â she whispered, stunned that the person whoâd caught her hadnât been a member of a crack security team after all, but rather one of the tattooists. Damn, the man certainly knew what he was about when it came to frisking a person.
His expression went from menacing to explosively violent. âThatâs it. Iâm throwing your trespassing ass out of here myself, and Iâm going to love every fucking second of it. Thatâll teach you to target me.â
âWhat? No, I saw your picture downstairs, on one of the monitors,â she blurted as he clamped a bear-sized hand around her upper arm and frog-marched her toward the stairs. âI swear, thatâs how I know your name, so thereâs no need to be alarmed. And I always try to tell the truth, so you know you can trust me on this. Iâm not some weird stalker, or whatever it is youâre thinking. Iâm not targeting you.â
âPull the other one, lady,â he snarled, dragging her down the stairs in full view of all the glittering luminaries of Chicago. It would have been humiliating beyond words if she hadnât been so caught up in trying not to trip on the stairs and break her neck. âI donât know what you want from me, but I can guarantee youâre going to get nothing but my boot in your ass for your efforts. You can quote me, if that helps.â
âTalon?â A smart-looking woman in winter white and short, dark hair with platinum tips met them at the base of the stairs. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
âGetting rid of a gatecrasher who deserves to be thrown through the nearest goddamn window. Honest to Christ, Sunny, who the hell gatecrashes a fucking charity event for the homeless? I donât think you can get any lower than that.â
Shit, shit, shit⊠âMy name is Zenni Greer, and Iâm a journalist. Your name is Sunny, right? We met briefly at your first press conference here at House Of Payneââ
âTalon, let go of the journalist, or Iâll deck you.â It was amazing how the woman, Sunny, managed to push those dangerous words through a sweet, clenched-teeth smile. âBetter yet, Iâll get Scout. Howâs that for scary?â
That seemed to actually give her violent-eyed captor pause. âZenobia Greer doesnât have an invite. She snuck in here on her press pass, then went upstairs where she knows sheâs not supposed to be. Itâd serve her right if we called the cops and pressed charges. At the very least we should give a hard shot at trying to ruin her career.â
Oh, dear God, no. âLook, Iâm truly sorry, I know I went out of bounds, but I didnât mean any harm. I swear Iâll never return to House Of Payne, if thatâs what you want to hear, okay?â
Sunny put a smartphone to her ear, murmured something, then tilted her head toward the front of the building. âTalon, just hand her over to security and let them do their job. And do it quietly, please. No crazy scene, got it? Oh, and youâre needed on the showroom floor, so wrap this up quickly, yeah?â
The crazy didnât leave her captorâs furious sea-colored eyes. âIf the security team had done their fucking job, this pint-sized pain in the ass wouldnât have gotten through in the first place. No way am I handing her off to them. Iâll take care of her myself.â
âNot through the window,â Sunny called after him, sounding alarmed.
âFine,â he muttered under his breath and headed for the revolving door. As they approached and Zenni thought he might let up on her, she tried pulling away from him to go through the door under her own power.
Thank God, this nightmare was almost overâŠ
âWhere do you think youâre going? I didnât give you permission to move, did I?â His hands tightened on her. She gasped as her feet suddenly left the ground, then the wind left her lungs in a whoosh when his shoulder hit her stomach in a none-too-gentle firemanâs lift.
So much for taking care of her quietly and not making a scene.
A handful of seconds later he tossed herâtossed her!âthrough the air. She had a jumbled vision of speeding toward the heavy revolving door, and automatically put up her hands to stop herself from smashing face-first into the wood, brass and glass. Sharp pain shot through her pinky as it bent backwards with the impact, and with genuine terror she looked back at the monster of a man even as she scrambled to find her feet.
âDonât forget,â he growled, reaching out to spin the door with a brutish, muscled arm tattooed with Polynesian-styled tattoos, âdonât you ever fucking darken the door of House Of Payne again, you got that? If you do, youâll have to deal with me, and I fucking hate journalists.â
Ta-da! There it is, the opening to HOUSE OF PAYNE: TALON. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it! *crosses fingers*
Be sure to keep a lookout for further updates as we get closer to TALON’s release on Monday, August 16th. Thanks for reading, friends! xoxo
HOUSE OF PAYNE: TALON releases two weeks from today!
It’s about time to share the cover and blurb, dontcha think?
Just remember, this is THE LAST FIRST-GEN HOUSE OF PAYNE COVER EVER!!!
So I hope you enjoy it. đ
Annnnnd, now for the blurb!
First ContactâŠ
When ambitious journalist Zenni Greer snuck into a House of Payne charity event, sheâd hoped to discover what made the famous tattoo studio tick. What she found was a furious tattooist who didnât appreciate her snooping around in his booth. When he threw her out the doorâliterallyâshe vowed to never cross paths with that terrifying man again.
First ImpressionsâŠ
Talon Levesque, former military police officer and tattooist at House of Payne, isnât thrilled to be landed with the task of babysitting Zenni when her paper assigns her to profile him and his fellow tattooists. But his first impression of the nosy reporter changes when he sees Zenni in action. Her intellect, her compassion, her sharp wit, her pixie-like perfectionâall that and more make for one sexy riddle heâs only too happy to solve.
Lasting Consequences
No way can Zenni write a profile on Talon. Heâs too dominating, too arrogant, too pushy⊠and too damn hot to be legal. She canât resist his dirty-talking seduction, but she also canât resist his mysterious past the military has labeled âclassified.â When clues to a secret rescue mission that Talon was involved in fall into her lap, she has to decide whatâs more importantâher career, or Talon?
81,000 words
***This is the twelfth and final book in the HOUSE OF PAYNE series. This contemporary romance includes a rocky prologue, a satisfying epilogue and a whole lot of sexy-times shenanigans in between with an Alpha male that will make your toes curl. No cheating, no love triangles, no cliffhangers. HEA guaranteed. Due to adult language and sexual content, this book is not intended for people under the age of eighteen.***
There you have it! HOUSE OF PAYNE: TALON, the final book in the House of Payne series, releases August 16th!
Next week, keep an eye out for TALON’s 1st chapter. If you want the most up-to-date news on what I’m doing, please consider giving me a follow on Facebook, or joining my private “Readers Only” FB room, Stacy Gail’s Very Important Readers Room. That’s usually where I do all my first-look reveals!
So, Iâve just wrapped up HOUSE OF PAYNE: TALON, which means I can now share a couple of secrets with you, my lovely readers!
1. TALONâs release date! The timingâs been tricky with this one, since my other job as a figure skating coach is wrapping up the summer training sesh with competitions and test sessions, and Iâm traveling (FINALLY!) for a family reunion at the end of August. All that activity explains the slightly weird release date of…
AUGUST 16th, 2021!!!
In the days to come, Iâll be revealing TALONâs cover, as well as the first chapter and excerpts, so keep an eye out for my newsletter, or join my FB readerâs group, Stacy Gailâs V.I.R. RoomâVery Important Readers.
2. This next bit of news is a VERY BIG DEAL. Ready?
HOUSE OF PAYNE: TALON will be the final HOUSE OF PAYNE book! *gasp*
At least for a long while.
I didnât make this decision lightly. In fact, there will be a character left in that storyline that clearly needs to have their own HEA, and I show glimpses of Sebastian Payneâs teenaged kids, who are getting ready to be the next gen. BUT⊠for the most part, this generation of HoP characters and storylines are coming to a close. *wipes away tear*
I did my best to make sure TALON goes out with a bang, and the farewell in the epilogue⊠Well, you all know me by now, yeah? I LOVE ME A GOOD EPILOGUE. đ
With the first gen of HoP behind me, Iâm now free to turn my sights on two series Iâve been wanting to get to for a long, long time. The Gravediggers MC, and the Private Security International (PSI) men. Iâve been researching like crazy, and I canât wait to get these two new series going! (And yes, for those of you whoâve asked, Luke Keyes will finally get his HEA †)
3. The last piece of news is that I will be releasing a third (and final) novella linked to the HOUSE OF PAYNE series, entitled PARTY GIRL. Hannah Raven (a character named by my lovely peeps in my FB readers group) appears in TALON, and she had quite a rough go of it. I felt bad about that, so I thought she needed her own hero (who also happens to show up in TALON). Look for PARTY GIRL in late autumn/early winter!
So, there you have it! Lots of things are in the works. Iâm so excited to explore this new territory with you. I hope you all have enjoyed the ride we took together for this first generation at HOUSE OF PAYNE. I promise, there are many more fun times to be had in the coming months!