You wanted it, so you got it–the story of how Gus and Joelle got together!
HIS PRINCESS is now out in the world, and I couldn’t be happier. This is the first time I’ve been inspired to write a story by YOU, the readers, mainly because I’ve never had so many people contact me about wanting to see the love story behind secondary characters.
Now that it’s done (and I’m thrilled with the result), I wanted to take the time to offer up a huge thank-you to those who let me know this story needed to be told. I haven’t had this much fun writing a story in a long time, and it never would have happened if it hadn’t been for you. Y’all rock. ❤
So here it is, the story you helped create! And hey, should you ever stumble across a character in a book (mine or anyone else’s) that you’d like to see more of, let the author know. You might become the spark that lights the fire of inspiration. How cool is that? 🙂
To celebrate, I’m sharing the first chapter with you all. I hope you like it! *crosses fingers*
“Now remember the plan,” Joelle muttered to Alice as they ascended the gilt-accented staircase leading to the Omni’s main ballroom. “You go in first, ostensibly to find our table. But in reality you’re there as my eyes and ears, scoping the joint for my target. Any questions so far?”
“Jo, this isn’t The Italian Job.” Alice Halliday, her foster sister and lifelong bestie, looked surly as she tottered on the high heels Joelle had talked her into along with a Givenchy beaded evening dress as black as her ebony hair. Her dark mysteriousness was the perfect foil for Joelle’s Elie Saab floor-length backless gold sheath that played up her tanned skin and platinum blonde hair done up in a Grace Kelly-esque chignon. “You know what this is? It’s you wanting to prance your fancy ass in front of Emerson what’s-his-name to show him what he dumped.”
Grrr. “Emerson Van Holland, and for the record, Al, it was a mutual dumping.”
“That’s not how I remember it.”
“It was definitely a mutual dumping,” Joelle insisted, keeping her polished social smile in place while her voice dropped into a snarl. “I decided to dump Emerson when he dumped me after finding out that as the Fielding heiress, I actually inherited nothing but the name.”
“Uh-huh.” Looking less than impressed with her reasoning, Alice fidgeted with the strap of her dress as they neared the top of the stairs. As they did, they could see the flashbulb of a camera going off. “I’m just glad he showed himself to be a shallow social-climber early on. When he found out you were just a working stiff for Buzzword Online rather than a socialite sitting on stacks of cash, he couldn’t find the exit fast enough. Just consider yourself lucky that you wasted only a month on that dick and move on.”
“After tonight, I’ll be happy to move on. I just want him to get a good, long look at the goddess he kicked to the curb. Then I’ll watch, smiling, as regret crushes his soul so completely it brings him to his knees. Once I see that I’ve crippled him emotionally for the rest of his existence, we can leave.”
“Great. A nice, healthy goal is always good to have.”
“Do you have your phone?”
She thought she heard Alice curse. “Yes, Jo. I have my freaking phone.”
A stab of guilt made her steps falter. “Maybe I shouldn’t have dragged you in on this, Al. I guess it seems pretty stupid, from your point of view.”
“It’s stupid from any point of view,” came the drawling reply before she sighed. “But I get it. And hey, if you’d tried to pull this caper off without me, I never would’ve forgiven you, so go ahead. Tell me about the master plan.”
“You’re the best partner in crime ever.” Giving her foster sister’s hand a squeeze, she refocused on the mission. “Okay. You go into the ballroom first, ostensibly to find our table. But in reality you’re scoping the room to find Emerson Van Holland—”
“He’s always going to be what’s-his-name to me.”
“Then,” Joelle went on determinedly, pausing at the top of the stairs to watch a man with a camera take pictures of well-heeled couples before they entered the ballroom, “you’re going to call me to let me know where he is and who he’s with.”
“This isn’t the crowd I normally run with,” Alice pointed out, casting a dubious eye at the line waiting to get inside. “I’m the daughter of your family’s chauffeur and a community college student. How am I supposed to tell you what fancy armpiece Emerson what’s-his-name is with unless it’s that evil chick from that private hell of a high school your parents sent me to?”
“There were many, but she was the worst. Which means she’s probably the only one I would recognize.”
“I believe in you, so just try your best,” Joelle whispered as they neared the line of people. “It probably won’t take you that long to find Emerson. Just look for a knot of VIPs, and I’m sure he’ll be buzzing around it.”
“Gotcha.” Alice eyed the ballroom’s entrance like it was the gates of hell. “What excuse have you come up with to keep you out here while I go into a ballroom full of people I don’t know, who are attending a charity fundraiser for a museum I’ve never been to?”
“I’ll be staying out here because I plan to be hung up in a conversation with someone while you go inside and do that whole recon thing.”
“Maybe it would be easier if I just took a pic of whoever what’s-his-name is with. I think I can be sneaky about it.”
“Oh, that’s an awesome idea.” Joelle gave her a quick thumbs-up. “In fact, take a pic of everyone at his table, if you can. Everyone he does business with should know what a snake Emerson is, and since I know just about everyone in this crowd, poisoning the well for that jerk shouldn’t be too difficult.”
“Yikes. Remind me to never get you pissed off at me.” With a reluctant chuckle, Alice fished out her phone and fundraiser ticket from the clutch purse Joelle had supplied her with. “Man, I can’t believe I’m about to make a total ass out of myself. You so freaking owe me, Jo. If I didn’t love you so much…”
“Love you, too, Al. You’re the best.” Giving her foster sister a squeeze—and smiling when Alice returned it wholeheartedly—Joelle took a moment to watch her go inside before turning to find someone she could make small talk with until Alice called her.
Without warning, her gaze tangled with a man at the head of the stairs.
A shock went through her at the intensity of the stranger’s unblinking stare, and automatically she glanced behind her to see if he was actually staring at someone else. But as she was standing off to the side of the ballroom entrance, there was no one there.
The stranger was staring at her.
His flawless white dinner jacket and white shirt—silk, she could see the quality of it from where she stood—had to be tailor-made. They simply didn’t come in that size off-the-rack. His shoulders would have impressed Thor himself, along with a chest she could have played racquetball on. His legs were muscle-sculpted as well, and so long they easily prevented his powerful build from falling into the stocky range. Instead, he was the epitome of elegance, from the top of his wavy dark brown hair to the tips of his polished Armani dress shoes.
But why was he staring at her? She knew a lot of people here, but she was sure she hadn’t run across this man before.
She would have remembered.
Even if she had amnesia.
“There you are.” To her absolute shock, the man came right up to her, took her left hand in his, studied it a moment, then raised it to his mouth for an honest-to-God knuckle-kiss. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you.”
“Uh.” Her polished manners deserted her. All she could do was stare up into this man’s fathomless dark eyes that held just a hint of russet and wonder which one of them had lost their mind. “I’m sorry, but I think you’ve mistaken me for someone else.”
“No, I haven’t. Got a name, my princess?”
Ew. Princess. That snapped her out of it like nothing else. “Joelle Fielding, and scrappy Chicagoan that I am, I’m not big on monarchies.”
“Fine by me. Augustus Bloch, though you can call me Gus.” He still held her hand, and his fingers were so warm she couldn’t seem to make herself pull away. “You’re not married, are you, Joelle Fielding? There’s no ring on this finger yet, or even an indentation of one. No man’s tagged you as his yet, have they?”
Wow. “I… What an extraordinary thing to say.”
“I’m an extraordinary kind of guy. Answer me.”
“No,” she said before thinking about it, then inwardly shook her head at how blindly she followed this stranger’s command. “No, I’m not married, nor have I ever been. But I don’t see how that’s any of your business, Mr. Bloch.”
“Gus. And you’re Joelle. Not Jo,” he added, tilting his head as if wanting to see her from another perspective. “Jo is a commoner. Joelle is the name of a true princess.”
The princess thing again. “Actually, my foster sister calls me Jo, and I call her Al. That’s about as common as you can get.”
His winged brows, peaked in an alluringly diabolical fashion, quirked up. “You were a foster kid?”
“No, Alice was. My family took her in when she was orphaned.” Then she bit her lip when she realized she was babbling. That had to stop. “Not that any of that matters. I still think you might have me confused with someone else, so I’d better—”
“I’m not the kind of man who gets confused, Joelle.” His fingers tightened on hers, as if anticipating her pulling away. “That woman I saw you hug. Was that your foster sister, or maybe a lover?”
Good grief. “That was Alice, and again, whether or not I have a lover is none of your business.”
“It is now.”A slow smile curled his mouth, and to her surprise she found she couldn’t look away from the two perfect dimples that appeared in his lean, clean-shaven cheeks. Had there ever been a more perfectly symmetrical face, with sculpted cheekbones, squared-off jaw and, heaven above, dimples? The more she saw of him, the more she realized that perfection could exist. “The moment I saw you, everything about you became my business.”
“Oh, really?” Wildly her heart bounced around in her chest like one of those bouncy balls she’d loved as a child. “How do you figure that?”
“It’s pretty simple.” He shifted a shoulder, like freaking Atlas shrugging. “I saw you standing there, and something inside me clicked into place. I’m not fighting that, and neither should you. It won’t do you any good.”
“My goodness.” It took all her strength not to pearl-clutch, but damn, it was hard. This man came on like a freight train, and for a wayward moment she could only wonder what he was like in bed… “I think there’s a song like that.”
“I guess this could be called an enchanted evening, now that I think about it. It’s not every day you meet the one that stops you in your tracks and makes you think of things like forever.”
Okay, pearl-clutching was a necessity when a man said things like that. “Anyone ever tell you that you have a tendency to overwhelm?”
“Not my fault. I’ve lost one helluva lot of time with you, so I need to catch up.”
“Catch up? We just met.”
“Yeah, but I’ve been looking for you my whole damn life. Got a shit-ton of catching up to do,” he went on while she grappled with the enormity of that statement. “You and I are spending the evening together. And then maybe the night.”
For heaven’s sake, this man. “Who in the world do you think you are?”
“I told you, I’m Gus Bloch. Also known as the new man in your life.” At that moment, the man with the camera called his name, startling Joelle. He was known well enough by the paparazzi to be called out to? Before she could put voice to the question, a flashbulb went off, and all she could see were spots. “Shit. I’m getting you inside before I get myself splashed all over the front page again for busting up another one of those assholes.”
“Again?” She was still trying to blink the spots out of her eyes as he hustled her into the ballroom, and she found herself taking his arm to use him as her guide. “Apparently I missed an edition or two of the paper. How did you wind up on the front page the first time around?”
“A couple weeks ago I caught one of those little weasels trespassing on the grounds of the place I just bought near Berger Park. I know the place is as big as a fucking city park and it’s right on the lake, but it is still private property. The dude was trespassing, so he got what was coming to him. And it wasn’t front page news. Just the front pages of the business and society sections.”
She shook her head, not sure if she believed him or not. “Why would such a thing show up on the front page of the business section?”
“The place I bought is Gilded Swan, one of Al Capone’s old haunts. It’s kind of a pile right now, but it should be fully restored within the next couple of months.”
“Kind of a pile?” she repeated faintly, rocking just a little, and it wasn’t because she could barely see. Everyone who grew up in Chicago knew the Gilded Swan. A massive property on the shores of Lake Michigan right in the middle of Chicago’s Edgewater neighborhood, it was one of the largest privately owned structures in the city. It had once been a stop in the Underground Railroad, and purportedly was riddled with secret passageways and hidey-holes. It had somehow survived the Great Chicago Fire of 1871, and for a time sheltered hundreds of Chicagoans who’d lost everything in that fire. And like he’d mentioned, it had been one of Al Capone’s favorite hideouts, thanks to all the many escape routes that had been built into it. When it had gone on the market, the city’s historical society had tried to buy it, but the owner hadn’t budged on the solid eight-figure price, and many feared a developer who didn’t give a damn about history would snap it up just to knock it down.
But now it was in the hands of Gus Bloch, a mysterious, swaggering bulldozer of a man who apparently had decided they were going to spend the evening together.
And maybe the night.
Holy freaking crap.
“You’re not going to get that, right?”
She blinked, studying his devilishly handsome face while trying to make sense of his words. “Sorry? Get what?”
“Your text chime just went off. Since we’re together, you should probably ignore it—”
“Oh, shoot. I forgot about Alice.” Hurriedly she dug her phone out of her gold satin pouch purse and scanned the text.
“Incoming?” Joelle mumbled, baffled. “What does that mean?”
“Joelle, babe. Look at you, you goddess.”
Joelle swiveled her head around to stare blankly at the man approaching them. Tall and elegant in a tux, lean in muscle with poetically wide, sky-blue eyes and gleaming bronze-gold hair slicked back with a tremendous amount of hair product, it took her a moment to place him. She knew this man, she was almost certain of it. It was on the tip of her tongue…
“Oh.” The light went on, and she put a disbelieving hand to her cheek. Geez, she’d actually forgotten the reason she’d come to the benefit. “Emerson. Uh… wow. Hi.”
“You look radiant, babe, like a beacon in a sea of darkness.” All smiles, Emerson Van what’s-his-name moved in for what was clearly going to be a kiss on the cheek, the phony. But before his social-climbing lips got anywhere near her, a straight arm shot out, and a plate-sized hand planted in Emerson’s chest hard enough for her to hear the impact.
“Mine, asshole,” Gus snarled, every part of him bristling with aggression. Her jaw dropped in unison with Emerson’s at the declaration, before Gus curled his free arm around her and hauled her up hard against his side. “You see this, right? You’ve got eyes in your fucking head and you can see she’s standing here, with me, and no other swinging dick in the room, yeah?”
Emerson looked like he didn’t understand the language Gus was speaking. “I… Yes, of course, I see—”
“Out-fucking-standing. I’m glad to hear your vision’s not on the fritz. But apparently your brain is, so I’m going to help you out with that. You see this woman with me, the one thing you never do is go in for a kiss.”
“I was just—”
“I don’t give two shits what you were just, pal. From this point on, you mind your fucking manners and say your hellos to my woman from a safe distance, yeah? Oh, and one other thing—call her babe or goddess again while in my presence, and I might have to give you flying lessons off the balcony. Nothing personal, but she’s not your babe, or goddess. She’s not your anything. Have I made myself clear, or do I need to repeat this somewhere more private? Like maybe a service alley, and I just let my fists do the talking?”
“Dear God.” Emerson actually cowered, pulling back with his hands clutched against his chest, the wimp. “You’re a total psycho.”
“No, he’s Gus Bloch.” Joelle found herself defending him without even consciously knowing that was what she was going to do. But when she heard the words coming out of her mouth, she discovered they felt right. “He’s a man who knows what he wants and goes after it like it’s his mission in life. Take note—that’s something that should be admired.”
“Yeah?” She felt Gus shift, and she looked up to find he was looking down at her, his face no more than a few inches from hers. “You think?”
“I do,” she said for his ears alone. She still wasn’t sure what to make of him, heaven knew. But she fit so well against his side, and that had to count for something. “I really do.”
“Then why are we wasting time with this asshole?” Smiling down at her and not giving Emerson whatever-his-name-was another glance, Gus turned her toward the dance floor. “Let’s dance.”
HIS PRINCESS is already up for pre-order at Barnes and Noble, Apple and Rakutan Kobo, and will be available on Amazon this Thursday! Be sure to look for it!
HIS PRINCESS, aHouse of Payneprequel novella, is getting ready to launch!
Is it wrong to say that I’m in love with one of my projects? Because I’m TOTALLY in love with my latest project, HIS PRINCESS. ❤
Readers met Joelle Fielding and Gus Bloch in HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI, and the feedback on these two was almost unanimous–WHERE’S THEIR STORY??? Because I received so many emails asking for a look at how Joelle and Gus got together, I’m proud to announce that HIS PRINCESS is releasing Thursday, August 13th, 2020! I can’t wait!
Next weekend, I’ll release the first chapter, and I’ve got my fingers crossed that you’ll fall for these two as much as I have. But for now, here’s an awesome sneak peek at the cover and the blurb. Enjoy! ❤
“Got a name, my princess?”
When Joelle Fielding attends a function for Chicago’s society elites, she’s stunned to find herself swept off her feet by a man who believes that not only is she a princess, but that she’s HIS princess. Falling in love at first sight isn’t a part of her career-oriented life goals, but with the sexy Gus Bloch insisting she’s meant for him, those life goals might be changing.
By fourteen, Gus had been on his own on the Southside’s mean streets. When life had been at its bleakest, he’d dreamed of his future and the kind of woman he would someday share his life with. One look at Joelle, and he knows he’s finally found her. Nothing will stop him from convincing her that he’s the man for her—not even Joelle herself.
Joelle has never wanted anyone like she wants Gus, but all too soon insta-love and the demands of reality find themselves on a collision course. Is Gus really the man for her when he’s forced to see she’s no one’s princess?
***This novella is a standalone prequel to the novel, HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI. Because of that, this novella has only a small epilogue (sorry!). There are no love triangles, no cheating, and no cliffhangers. HEA guaranteed. Due to adult language and sexual content, this novella is not intended for people under the age of eighteen.***
Announcement! I’m releasing HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI early! *throws confetti*
The reason for the schedule change? One of my beta readers found a couple of issues, but by the time I got those issues fixed, Amazon had locked the proverbial gates and editing wasn’t possible. So, since I’m determined to put my very best effort out into the world, I’m pulling LOKI’s pre-order and hitting the “PUBLISH NOW!” button! Wheeee!
But since the book still won’t release for a few hours, why not get a sneak preview right now? Here’s the first chapter of HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI!
Slow boil. Usually Alice prided herself in being the epitome of caution, refusing to give in to that legendary Halliday rage that burned so easily inside.
If she made it through the day without strangling someone, it’d be a miracle.
“Welcome to House Of Payne.” A tall woman approached, decked out in a ‘50s-style dress with petticoats for days, and hair as bright fuchsia as her dress. “Are you here for a tattoo? If so, I can get you checked in over there at the front desk.”
Alice didn’t bother glancing in the direction the shockingly pink woman indicated. “I’m not here for a tattoo. I’m here because I want to kill someone with my bare hands. Or at the very least, talk to him. Is a guy by the name of Loki in?”
She had to hand it to the pink lady. Her spectacularly made-up eyes barely widened. “Are you armed?”
For crying out loud. “Of course not.”
The pink woman seemed unimpressed with her indignation. “You did say you wanted to kill someone.”
“With my freaking hands, not with a gun. Guns are barbaric.” Then she took a deep breath and gripped her hands together, grappling with the horrible fury thrumming inside. Wanting to kill someone with her bare hands wasn’t cool. Saying she wanted to kill someone with her bare hands was even worse.
Considering that she was the child of a man who’d died as a rage monster, she seriously needed to get her shit together.
“Are you a woman he’s done wrong?” Understandably, the pink woman didn’t appear to be overly anxious to let Alice enter any deeper into the building, much less talk to one of their employees. “Because if you are, my sympathies, sister, and I sincerely mean that. But this is a place of business. That kind of soap-opera bullshit doesn’t get played out under this roof. You can wait to uncork whatever can of whoop-ass you want on Loki in the privacy of your own home. Dirty laundry doesn’t get aired here in the lobby, you understand me?”
“I don’t know him.” Nor did she want to, but by damn, someone had to hold the bastard accountable. “I’m not going to ask again. Is. Loki. Here?”
The pink lady took her time looking her over, and Alice was more than happy to shoot that look back in spades. They were almost the same height, though the pink chick had an inch or so on her, thanks to some wicked-looking stilettos. Flower tattoos decorated her upper chest and shoulders exposed by the dress’s scoop collar, as well as down the upper part of her arms. But, despite all the girly frills of pretty flower tats, spiky heels, cat’s eye makeup and ruffled petticoats, the set of the woman’s jaw and hard look in her eyes told Alice this woman had never been a pushover in her life. Not even in her diaper days.
“Yeah, you’ve got trouble written all over you,” the pink lady announced, and Alice blinked. It was like she was reading her mind. “You wanna know what I see when I look at you?”
“No offense, but I don’t actually care what you see.”
“I see a hardcore, cast-iron bitch who gives zero fucks when it comes to playing nice with others,” the pink lady went on, clearly ignoring her. “How close am I?”
Alice gripped her hands that much tighter. “It’s like you’ve known me since birth. Do you have a point?”
“Yeah, you definitely don’t play nice,” she muttered, as if to herself. “Fact is, I spotted you from all the way across the lobby. That’s why I came over. Is there any point in trying to talk you out of this?”
“This is happening, one way or another.”
“Figured.” She studied Alice through narrowed eyes. “Before I say whether or not Loki is here, I’m going to give you some advice.”
Ugh. “Must you?”
“Yeah. I must.” The woman threw out a sassy hip and planted a manicured hand on it. “It’s more like information rather than advice, but here it is. While I give you props for your honesty, you need to know that everyone under this roof is considered family. Loki might be a dick, but he’s our dick. You roll up on him, you roll up on all of us. That should at least give you pause. Does it?”
Pinkie’s mouth tightened. “He’s also about twice your size and weight, so that means the only person who’s going to get hurt around here is you if you keep bearing down on whatever problem it is you’ve got with him. Walk away now while you still can.”
“I get what it is to have family you find along the way.” Alice struggled to swallow the simple fuck you that desperately wanted to come out. Pinkie wasn’t the target of her anger, after all. “Loki busted up my foster brother, landed him in the hospital, and took the payroll he’d had with him. That, in turn, lost me my job at my foster brother’s gym, because he’s decided the only thing left for him to do is declare bankruptcy and crawl away with his tail tucked between his legs.”
Her eyes widened. “Why haven’t you gone to the police?”
“My foster brother won’t go. Out of all the injuries Loki gave him, the injury to his pride seems to be the most crippling.”
Pinkie waited a beat. “And you believe him?”
What the hell. “I believe my foster brother has a broken jaw and eight teeth he’s never going to see again. I believe I have an empty bank account and can’t make rent, just like all the other gym employees, because the payroll was taken by Loki. I believe this Loki asshole needs to give that money back before we’re all out on the streets, and I believe that I can persuade him to do it. That’s why I’m here. That’s why I won’t give up until I find a way to make him do what’s right.”
“Not under this roof, you won’t,” came the flat reply, and there was no softening in the other woman’s eyes. “Under this roof, it’s nothing but calm professionalism that caters solely to our clientele. I take great pleasure in crushing troublemakers like bugs if they come in here trying to disrupt that peace.”
Fuck. “Great. Thanks for wasting my time.”
“But,” the woman went on when Alice started to stomp away, “whatever happens beyond these walls isn’t my problem. You’re on a mission, I can see that. Gotta say, it’s an unbelievably stupid mission, because it won’t fix whatever actually happened to your foster brother and his money. Nor is it going to bring your job back, and it’ll likely get you landed in a hospital bed right next to your foster brother. So, yeah—stupid. But I can also see nothing is going to stop you until you land your stupid ass in that hospital bed, so I might as well try to minimize your damage as much as I can and keep some kind of control over this crappy situation.”
Alice scowled. How many times had she been called stupid? “Besides calling me stupid three times over, what exactly are you saying?”
“Loki parks his chopper out back in the employee parking lot.” The woman ignored her comment—no doubt Pinkie deemed it as stupid as the rest of her—and pulled a phone from her skirt’s slash pocket to tap on it. “It’s the only Harley out there, and he loves it more than anything. In fact, it’s probably the only thing in the world he’s ever loved, which tells you a lot about what kind of person he is, but whatever.” Clearing her throat, she brought the phone up, but didn’t put it to her ear like Alice had expected. Instead, she put it to her mouth, looking up toward the second-floor level. “Attention, House employees. Attention.”
Alice’s eyes widened as the woman’s voice sounded throughout the building over some internal PA system.
“Loki, your presence is required downstairs. It seems someone is messing with your bike.” With that, the woman pointed toward a metal door partially hidden beneath a set of glass block and metal stairs. “Employee parking lot’s through there. You have about thirty seconds to get there. Try not to die. I’d hate to have you on my conscience for the rest of my life.”
“Thanks.” Alice paused just long enough to give her a tight smile. “Seriously. Thank you.”
“Lady, I just organized your death, so don’t thank me for it. Oh, but I should probably know your name. You know, for your epitaph.”
“Alice Halliday. Feel free to donate my body to science.” With a curt nod, she moved through the door and into the parking lot.
All she needed to do was convince this Loki asshole to return the money, she thought, moving past the railing that outlined a nearly full parking lot. She would do whatever it took to make that happen. Threaten to go to the police. Appeal to his sense of compassion—if he had any—about the many lives he’d hurt with his selfish actions. Beat the shit out of him.
No, she chided herself, clamping down on the errant thought like the rabid thing it was. No violence. No matter how desperate her situation was, she wouldn’t give in to that horrible Halliday temper she’d inherited. No matter what, she was going to be the cautious, logically detached person she always tried to be. All she had to do was remember what her first taekwondo instructor had taught her when it came to self-discipline—he who loses control, loses.
Or, in her case, she.
She wasn’t going to lose control. She never lost control. It was a point of pride for her. From the age of twelve, she’d never lost control of her emotions. Not once. She was calm. She was careful. She was detached. Hell, she hadn’t even cried at her father’s funeral. She had this.
She had this.
The Harley was near the back and parked next to a pole bristling with security cameras that swiveled to track her movements. Eyeing the one that homed in on her first, she gave it a little wave.
It was always nice to be noticed.
The door exploded open, and a nightmarish beast of a man surged through.
Pinkie hadn’t been kidding about the man’s size. Most North American bears were smaller than this guy. He had the dangerous look down pat, too. Biker boots, a patch-covered jeans jacket with the arms cut off, or kutte, ripped jeans, Harley T-shirt and skull rings on several fingers. His close-cropped beard was a darker shade of blonde than his hair that glinted like hammered gold in the sun. He wore that hammered-gold hair longer than chin length, parted down the middle, with the sides tucked behind his multi-pierced ears in a way that should have lessened his overall masculine impact, but instead it only intensified it. She couldn’t tell what color his eyes were from that far away, but that was fine with her. She didn’t care.
The only thing she cared about was taking everything that had gone wrong in her life because of this bastard, and putting it right.
She could do this.
Something told her that appealing to this hulk of a man’s compassion was going to be about as effective as asking water to not be wet.
“Get away from that bike, bitch,” he roared, his long legs eating up the distance at an alarming rate. Impossibly he seemed to increase in size as he went. The pink woman’s remark that she’d just arranged Alice’s funeral echoed through her head, but the memory of what this monster had done to poor Felix—and to her and the other gym employees—drowned it out.
Survival instinct be damned.
No way was she running.
“I haven’t touched your dumbass, I’m-overcompensating-for-my-tiny-dick bike. But if you don’t like where I’m standing, why don’t you come over here and fucking move me, bitch?”
His fast roll came to such an abrupt stop it was like he hit an invisible wall. “What the fuck did you just say?”
Ha. “Oh. You don’t like being called bitch? I’ve been called that my whole life, so take it from an expert. Learn to embrace the label…bitch.”
“The name’s Loki, and I have no doubt you answer to bitch just fine. That wasn’t what I was talking about.” He hooked his thumbs in his belt loops and cocked his head, his stance suddenly turning casual. “Did you just imply that I have a small dick?”
She blinked. Five seconds in, and they were already having a dick convo? That had to be some kind of record.
“Dude, you ride a Harley that has more chrome on it than all the cars from the 1950s put together. Either you have terminally shitty taste, or you’re packing a light load that no woman wants a part of.”
“Haven’t had any complaints so far.” The insult to his manhood didn’t seem to land the debilitating punch she’d been hoping for. If his lopsided grin was any indication, he thought she’d made a funny. “Wanna see?”
Geez. “If I wanted something to laugh at, I would’ve gone to the Comedy Club.”
“Such a mouthy brat,” he observed, but again his tone was surprisingly gentle as he stayed rooted to the spot, acting nothing at all like the berserker criminal Felix had described. “Mark my words, that mouth of yours is going to get you into a world of hurt someday.”
“But not today?” That would be very surprising, considering the amount of provocation she’d thrown his way. This wasn’t turning out the way she’d expected at all.
Crossing thickly muscled arms decorated with tattoos, he lifted a shoulder. “I don’t hurt women. It’s a personal code.”
“But you’re fine with hurting guys who are smaller than you, and then robbing them blind?”
That made his eyes narrow. “What?”
“You heard me.”
“I heard your words, but I have no fucking clue what they have to do with me. Who are you, exactly?”
“Answer the damn question. You get off on beating up helpless guys who are smaller than you and have no hope of laying you out, don’t you?”
“I’m going to be honest here—I get off on a lot of things. Long legs and pouty lips. Fragile porcelain skin and raven hair. Big, dark eyes that burn with a deep-seated need for murder. Oh, yeah. I get off on a lot of shit. Randomly attacking crybaby weaklings isn’t one of them.”
Grimly she ignored the basic description of how he obviously saw her and gripped her hands together in an effort to quell her anger. “I’m not into murder.”
“Trust me, you are. I’ve seen that look before.” He sucked in a sharp breath between his teeth and gave her a hot and heavy glance. “Mm. Gotta say, you make it look sexy as fuck.”
Good grief. “Also, Felix isn’t a crybaby, or weak. He’s just smaller than you.”
“Felix, huh? He’s your man?”
He rolled his eyes. “Yeah, right. You got your pretty little ass down here to bitch me out over a friend. Uh-huh.”
She who loses control, loses, Alice chanted to herself, gripping her hands so tightly her fingers went numb. She who loses control… “That’s right, pal. You put that friend—who was also my employer—in the hospital. What’s more, you stole the payroll off him after you broke him up nine ways to Sunday, which means none of us got paid.”
That stopped him cold. “Bullshit.”
“On top of that,” she went on, undeterred, “I’m out of a job, because Felix has decided to declare bankruptcy now that he’s got months of rehabilitation to go through. I’ve literally got nothing in the bank, I have no job, and it’s all because of you. You’re going to give that payroll back, and I’m here to make you do it.”
“Lady, I have no fucking clue what you’re talking about,” he announced, his brows snapping together in a scowl so terrible it took most of her strength to not crawl away into the nearest hole she could find. “I didn’t jump your man, and I sure as hell am no thief.”
Wasn’t he listening? “Felix is not my man.”
“And if this Felix fuckface dude told you that I just randomly beat him up out of fucking nowhere, then he really is a damn weakling by not copping to his own actions,” he sneered in obvious disgust. “Damn, I’m sorry I wasted my time on such a spineless little pissant.”
“Aha! There! You just admitted to tuning Felix up.” Finally.
“I’m not admitting shit, lady. All I’m willing to say is that I may have tuned your man up, but I don’t know that for a fact.”
Clearly, he believed she was an idiot. “You honestly expect me to believe you don’t know the man you jumped and robbed?”
“Again, I’m no thief, so you’re barking up the wrong fucking tree on that score. And I don’t usually get the names of the people I bust up.”
“But you do bust people up.”
He gave a negligent shrug. “I do whatever I have to do whenever I need to blow off steam, but taking down names is the last thing on my mind whenever I’m in that kind of mood. Obviously that weak-ass Felix fuckface of yours is a different story. After all, he sent you here, so he must’ve picked up my name and where I work somewhere along the way.”
“Felix didn’t send me. It was my idea to come here.”
“Why? You want an apology?” A snort of what sounded like amusement escaped him. “That shit’s never going to happen, lady, no matter how hot you are.”
Holy crap. “I came here to make you clean up the vat of shit you’ve dumped onto Felix’s life—and therefore my life and the lives of all my fellow employees.”
“And how am I supposed to do that, Stems? Unbreak him?”
Stems? “You need to give the payroll back.”
“For the last time, I didn’t steal any fucking payroll, so there’s nothing for me to give back. I don’t know what happened to the money that this Felix fuckface dude says I took, but I’d be willing to bet he does. Talk to him again and see if his story changes.”
That dreaded Halliday rage built, fueled by desperation when she began to realize she might not be able to fix things after all. Don’t lose it, she silently pleaded with the rising tide of emotion. She who loses control… “I don’t have time for this shit. Give the money back, or I swear I’ll bring in the police.”
“Why haven’t you already?” Slowly he sauntered toward her, still looking surprisingly nonthreatening, despite being the largest tower of pure, muscle-bound masculinity she’d ever clapped eyes on. Even his tattoos looked like they had muscles, for crying out loud. “Why is it I’m talking to you, and not the police? If I robbed this Felix fuckface guy—”
“Are you seriously going to keep calling him that?”
“Yeah, I am. If Felix fuckface actually got robbed by me, why didn’t he call the cops? He obviously knows my name and where I work. If he really believed I took that money, all he had to do was pick up a damn phone. But it’s been ten days now, and no cops.”
“Ten days,” she hissed, pouncing. “There. You see? You do remember robbing Felix and beating him to within an inch of his life.”
“Ten days ago was the last time I threw hands with someone, but that’s all it was. I never robbed anyone, Stems. You’ve been straight-up lied to, but you’re just too damn loyal and stubborn to see it.”
“Stop calling me Stems.”
“Your legs are the longest damn stems I’ve ever seen on a pretty little flower like you, so that’s never going to happen.”
Okay, screw this shit. “Look, if you don’t give the money back, then I’m going to have to go against Felix’s wishes and call the police.”
“Go ahead.” He stopped several paces away from her, a terrifyingly beautiful statue of masculine brutality just waiting to be unleashed, with the broadest shoulders she’d ever seen, a powerful chest Hercules would’ve been proud of, and muscle-corded arms as thick as her legs. “But before you do, answer the damn question. Why hasn’t Felix fuckface called the authorities himself? Think, Stems. I’ll bet deep down you know the answer.”
As much as she hated to admit it—least of all to this badass biker giant—that question had nagged at her from the get-go. There had been that one time, right before the death of Felix’s mother, that had shown Alice just how flawed her foster brother was… “I’ve tried reasoning with you. I tried appealing to your sense of compassion. Like I knew it would be, that was an epic fail. I’ve even threatened police. The only thing left to do is…is beat the money out of you.”
She waited for him to laugh. She supposed she should have been thankful he didn’t. “Uh… what?”
“You’ve left me with no other choice.” Methodically she plucked her phone and car keys from the pockets of her jeans, shoved them into her jacket’s pockets, then took her jacket off to drape it over the railing. For half a second she thought of setting her wallet aside for safekeeping as well, but this was Chicago, after all. She and her wallet would part ways only after her death.
Which, admittedly, might be in the next few minutes.
He looked like he was having trouble getting his jaw rehinged. “You can’t be fucking serious.”
“Since I was twelve years old, the only family I’ve had in this shitty world is Felix and his sister. I’d do anything for them. You went and fucked with Felix, so that means you fucked with me. Worse yet, I’m going to be homeless by this time next week if I don’t get back that payroll you stole. I literally haven’t slept in days, and I’m probably not thinking too clearly—”
“Yeah, that’s kinda apparent at this point.”
“And,” she plowed on, determinedly ignoring him, “beating the shit out of you won’t solve a thing. But I guarantee you it’s going to give me a moment’s true happiness in a world that’s been full of hurt for days on end. Right now, getting that kind of moment is good enough for me.”
He shook his head as if he needed to clear it. “So… basically you’re a ride-or-die chick for this Felix fuckface, is that it?”
“In a nutshell.”
“That term’s been hijacked, you know. It used to mean that if bikers couldn’t ride and be as free as the wind, they’d rather be dead. Nowadays it describes women being goddamn idiots for shitbird men who don’t deserve that kind of brainwashed loyalty. In other words, you.”
Her eyes widened as her rage bounced up another notch, and the mantra of not losing control slipped away like it had never been. That was what losing control was all about, but she was too lost in it to notice. “Okay. Done talking now. Get your ass over here and take what’s coming to you.”
“No thanks.” The bastard had the audacity to yawn. “As much as I hate to repeat myself, I’m going to go ahead and repeat myself for you, because you’re sexy as hell, and you seem to be a slow-learner. Ready? Here it is. I. Don’t. Hurt. Women. Period. Even when they’re so fucking stupid, a good slap would probably knock some much-needed sense into their heads.”
Goddamn it. “You fucked with the only people I have as family. My life is in shambles. You should’ve thought of the consequences before you pulled any of that shit.”
“This Felix fuckface guy was the one who didn’t think of the consequences, lady. He should’ve thought of you and your life before he stepped up to me. Obviously, he didn’t.”
Her brain shut down. Everything in her shut down. Everything… but the Halliday rage. “Get over here.”
Eyes on him, Alice put a hand on the bike’s chrome ape-hanger handlebars. Grim satisfaction speared through her when he went statue-still.
Hello, Achilles heel.
“Lady,” he said, his voice so soft it sent a shiver down her spine. “It’s your turn now to think about consequences, yeah? I don’t raise a hand to women, that’s true. But whether or not you’ve got a dick won’t mean fuckin’ shit to me if you’re looking to damage what’s mine.”
She gave the handlebar an experimental shake, then hesitated. It would take some muscle, but she could push it over. But the pink lady was right; it was clearly the one thing he loved, and enough damage had already been done. In good conscience, she couldn’t add to the misery. “Go ahead and try to stop me from—”
Holy shit, he was fast.
And he’d caught her in the middle of a sentence.
It only took a couple steps for him to close the distance between them. As he did, his arms came up like a huge clamp to grab her in a smothering bearhug. She whirled away, keeping her weight on her toes before she dropped and spun into a low sweeping kick, the back of her leg slamming against his booted ankles.
She’d executed this sweep kick a thousand times before, both while in taekwondo tournaments and in teaching self-defense classes at Felix’s gym. She knew this move like she knew her own face. But, wow, pitting it against this breathtaking specimen of raw masculinity was something else again. It was like she’d kicked a tree trunk at its base. The impact of it jarred her so much it rattled her eyes in their sockets.
Holy crap, this guy was solid.
Luckily the ankle sweep did the trick—no doubt because she’d surprised him—and he went down on his ass. Smoothly she whirled with the momentum she’d created with the spin kick and struck a defensive pose. If she’d seen one of her self-defense students acting this way, she would have screamed at them for not running like hell at this point.
But she wasn’t trying to get away.
This man had to pay for the misery he’d caused, either in the money he’d stolen, or in blood.
The choice was his.
“Look at that.” The light in his eyes turned savage as he pushed to his booted feet with a fluidity that made her back up another step, her moves light and on her toes. “Little girl’s got some moves in her bag of tricks.”
“I haven’t been little since I was ten.”
“Yeah, you’ve got the kind of legs that probably looked gawky and ridiculous at that age. Bet all the kids called you names. Stretch, or Baby Giraffe, maybe.”
“Storky Alice, actually. But don’t worry about little ol’ me. I taught them not to.”
“Oh, I bet you did, Alice. Nice, old-fashioned name, by the way,” he went on, his smile a white slash in his beard while he watched her with eyes so strangely hot she felt scorched all over. “Good thing for you I’ve got a weakness for nice old-fashioned names and long, fuck-me-now legs. Good God, woman. You’re just about perfect, you know that?”
A wave of heat flashed through her that almost—almost—felt like alarm. “I just landed you on your finely toned ass, and you call me perfect? You must like it rough.”
“Oh, baby, I fuckin’ love it rough. And by the way, Stems, I’m thrilled you like the look of my ass. Believe me, that feeling’s more than mutual.”
Arrrgh. “Just get over here and take what’s coming to you.”
“Do I look stupid to you?”
“You look…” Hot. Indescribably, overwhelmingly hot, with eyes that were undressing her where she stood, and for some insane reason her brain was hopelessly distracted by it. “Powerful.”
“You know it.” He outright flexed, showing her without preening just how right she was. “Thing is, you’ve still got murder in your eyes. And while I’m crazy enough to find that so fucking hot I can hardly concentrate, I’m still smart enough to know you’re going to kick me to death with those heart-stopping stems once I get within range. Am I right?”
Shit. “You sound like you doubt I can do it. Come on over here. Let’s find out.”
“That’s the problem with pure kickers like you, Stems. Sure, you’ve got epic reach and speed, but you don’t have the greatest mobility when it comes to fighting, do you? Best fighters are a mongrel mix of wrestling, punching and kicking. Fighters like me.”
Damn him, he was bang-on target. “Come on over here and prove it.”
Again he shook his head. “See, when you’re a mongrel like me, your opponent never knows which form of attack is going to put you—”
He launched once more, this time interrupting himself. Idiot that she was, she fell for that distracting trick again, and reacted a half-second too late. She tried spinning away toward the main empty space separating the rows of parked cars, and almost made it.
He caught her with one arm, and the next thing she knew her feet left the ground. A heartbeat after that, her back slammed the pavement, knocking the breath out of her. That was why it took her a second to realize that her head had hit too, but instead of hitting hard asphalt, it hit something… soft.
Even as she’d been flying through the air, he’d clutched the massive mitt of his hand around the back of her head and kept it from splattering against the asphalt like an egg.
Did he actually just… save her? From his own attack?
No, that couldn’t be.
The man her foster brother had described would never save her from harm. All he did was bring harm to others.
His hand was still between her head and the pavement.
He most definitely saved her from a terrible injury.
What the actual fuck.
“You’re bad at this, Stems.” There was a hint of laughter in his voice, much to her outrage. Torn between that and genuine gratitude that her head wasn’t smashed like a melon all over the parking lot, her gaze jerked to his. Something weird fluttered in her chest when she looked into his eyes—only a handful of inches away—and discovered they were such a light brown they appeared gold. A heartbeat later she found she couldn’t move, with his body holding hers down, and his forearms trapping hers. “Props for your enthusiasm when it comes to caving my head in. I know you wanted to do me some damage, but you were too nice to push over my bike just now. You know what that tells me?”
This guy’s penchant for idle chats at weird moments was something else again. “Get… off… mother… fucker.”
“It tells me that you’re an inherently nice person. And, as an inherently nice person, you’re always going to be bad at this kind of shit, no matter how many moves you’ve got.” He pressed his weight down on her all the more, to show her that moving was something she’d be allowed to do only when he was in the mood for it. “Leave shit like this to the professional ass-kickers of the world, like me, because nice is one thing I’m not.”
An infuriated growl seethed out of her as she struggled uselessly to get out from under him. “Get off, you sonofabitch, or I’ll bite your damn nose off!”
When he burst out laughing, she honestly couldn’t blame him. Then, just as she gave serious consideration to headbutting him to get him to move, his mouth suddenly landed on hers.
By degrees, the rasp of his close-cropped beard on her skin and the press of his hard lips against hers seeped into her stunned senses. His touch was warm and vibrant and so overwhelmingly masculine it knocked every thought out of her head. Then it was over, and he was back to grinning down at her.
Like that, the rage inside her vanished without a trace. It was almost as if he’d thrown cold water on her. Or slapped her. Or…
Or kissed her.
Alice blinked, baffled and upset and holy crap, strangely unable to stop from focusing on how she could still feel the imprint of his lips on hers.
She who loses control, loses.
Yeah. That was her, all right.
A total loser.
“There we go.” He sounded inordinately pleased as he looked down at her, his hammered-gold hair hanging down in a way that seemed to almost curtain off the rest of the world. “That stopped the bite, or headbutt, or whatever the hell it was you were about to pull. Still wanna kill me?”
“Yes.” She shouted it so loudly she hurt her throat, before huffing in a growing sense of soul-crushing humiliation. Dear God, she’d let her temper—that murderous Halliday temper—get the better of her, when she’d never allowed that to happen before. Never. How could she ever forgive herself for this horrible lapse? “Except I can’t. You’re way more than I can handle.”
“Yes, I am. Though, honestly, I doubt there’s a man alive who can handle you. ‘Cept me, of course.”
With the embarrassment of losing her vaunted cool swallowing her whole, she barely heard him. “I wanted so much to teach you a lesson… Damn it.”
“What lesson would that be?”
“The lesson that you can’t just screw with people’s lives and get away with it. But…” Again she struggled, hating how hot his thighs were against hers. Honestly, the man could rent himself out during the winter months as an organic space heater. “But I was the one who got taught a lesson instead.”
“Hell, yeah, you did.”
Great. Now he was laughing at her wild-eyed lunacy. She swallowed against the hard knot in her throat and looked away, all too aware that this was what she deserved for losing control of the dreaded Halliday temper. “Maybe I should be grateful I can still walk away… And I will walk away, I swear, just as soon as you let me up.” In point of fact, she’d run, not walk, as far from this place as she could to make sure they never crossed paths again. If she had to call the police to get that payroll back, then fine. But never again would she darken this man’s doorstep.
“Hm.” She felt his gaze slide over her for what seemed like forever. “Yeah, nah. I don’t believe you.”
Her eyes widened before she began struggling in earnest, knowing instinctively that her humiliation over her loss of control was about to find new depths. “Get off of me, you—”
“Here’s the way I see it,” he went on, ignoring her while at the same time refusing to let her go. “Either you’re going to crawl away like a whipped dog, or you’re going to get even more crazy and come at me like some vengeful maniac. I can’t have that, Alice, especially here at my place of work.”
It was like he was trying to punch every button she’d had burned into her soul from the time she was twelve.
“You think I want a repeat performance of this?” she gritted out, torn between humiliation and fury. “I lost control, I admit it. That’s something that’s never happened before, and I never want it to happen again.”
A faint frown crossed his face. “What are you talking about? You seemed pretty much in control to me.”
“I came here to talk to you, not…this.” She wriggled her trapped arms against his for emphasis. “You’re obviously too much for me to handle. I might hate your guts for screwing up my life because you’re a selfish, violent asshole thief, but I’m not about to take you on again. I’m not frigging suicidal.”
Watching her with that curious frown in place, he slowly shook his head. “Try to understand my position, Stems. First off, you’re continuing to believe that I’m a thief who’s taken something from you. I haven’t taken a damn thing, but since you think I owe you something, you’re not going to stop until you feel you’ve exacted some kind of payment from me.”
“Secondly, you’re the one who challenged me. Because of that, you promising to not be a pain in my ass somewhere down the road isn’t going to put my mind at ease, yeah? I need something more than that.”
What the hell could he possibly need from her? “Let me make this perfectly clear. I do not care what you need, because I’m not a part of your life, and you’re not a part of mine. Let me up, and I swear to everything I hold holy that you’ll never see me again.”
“Yes.” God knew she never wanted to see him again. He was a living reminder that she was nothing more than a chip off her father’s block.
“Hm,” he said again, his head tilting as if in thought. Then he shrugged. “Too bad for you that’s not what I want.”
She scowled up at him, baffled. “What?”
“Never seeing you again is not what I want. What I want is an even playing field.”
“What does that even m—” Before she could finish the question, he was up on his feet and pulling her to a standing position as well. The moment she was vertical, she turned and began to walk away, only to be grabbed from behind. A massive, muscled arm slashed diagonally across her torso like a seatbelt, his forearm between her breasts and his hand clamped hard on her shoulder. Automatically she stomped down on his foot with her heel, then groaned when it felt like she’d stomped down on a rock.
Damn those steel-toed biker boots.
“Even playing field, Stems,” he said again, his mouth close to her ear. “You know way more about me than I know about you, but that’s about to change.” To her outrage, his hand groped her ass. In an instant she bucked, first trying to elbow him in the ribs, then crouching and trying to flip him over her own back. He seemed to know every trick she had and evaded every time. Then, just when she started to panic, she felt a tug at her back pocket before she was abruptly released. In an instant, she whirled around with a roundhouse kick—which he deftly avoided. He barely even looked at her, his attention instead on the wallet he held.
“Well, well. Hello there, Alice Kathleen Halliday, aged twenty-three,” he read out loud, then shot a frown her way. “What’s a good Irish girl like you doing with an apartment in Little Italy? You are Irish, right? According to your pictures here, you really go all out for Chicago’s annual St. Paddy’s Day festivities. Looks like you and I both have a fondness for green beer. Gotta love our hometown’s traditions, am I right?”
Fucking… fucker. “Give that back, you—”
“Loki.” The metal door leading into House of Payne slammed open, and suddenly the pink woman was there, hands on hips and death in her eyes. “Work. Now.”
“Ah. Looks like Mom got worried about me getting all handsy with you, Alice.” Plucking his phone from his back pocket, he took a pic—no doubt of her driver’s license—before he threw the wallet back to her. “But since she obviously set this meeting up between the two of us, she doesn’t have anything to bitch about. Do you, Scout?”
The pink woman, Scout, didn’t blink. “Don’t you make me fucking repeat myself.”
“See that, Alice? That right there is how to be genuinely scary. You should take notes.” With an unrepentant grin, he headed in Scout’s direction, only to detour to pick up the jacket Alice had draped over the railing. “Yours, right?”
Alice stepped forward, hand out. “Yes.”
“Not anymore.” With a shrug, he moved toward the door. “You want it back, meet me tonight at midnight outside Lyric Opera’s main entrance. Don’t be late.”
Oh, shit. “Wait, my car keys and phone are in there—”
But he was already gone.
“Like I said,” Scout offered after a moment, looking remarkably unsympathetic. “Stupid. From this point on, especially now that you’re on Loki’s radar, you might want to live a smarter life. Being TSTL—too stupid to live—doesn’t fly here at the House, Alice Halliday.”
With that pearl of wisdom dropping like an anvil on Alice’s head, Scout went back into the building with a sassy swirl of petticoats.
There you go! HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI will be releasing in the next 24-48 hours, so be sure to look for this Gravedigger bad boy. He may have gotten swept off his feet–literally!–by his Alice, but this protective Alpha male is certain to sweep YOU off your feet! (And if there’s anyone out there who loves a good grovel from a powerful male, this is DEFINITELY the book for you.)
Happy Thanksgiving for those who celebrate! As much as I
love Turkey Day, my favorite time of the year—Black Friday—is almost here!
To celebrate, HOUSE OF PAYNE: PAYNE, HOUSE OF PAYNE: SCOUT, HOUSE OF PAYNE: TWIST, and BRUISED will be on sale for $0.99 from Friday through Monday–yay!
It’s the most wonderful time of the year to fill your ereader or the ereader of your loved ones with all the hot Alpha male goodness my heroes have to offer. Don’t hesitate on that one-clicking—this sale ends Monday!
Also, quick update status on HOUSE OF PAYNE: LOKI. I’m about
halfway through (Chapter 11 of an estimated 20 chapters). I was hoping to be a
bit further along, but I got hit with a virus that turned into bronchitis and a
double ear infection, so that slowed me down a bit (like, a lot). I’m still
hoping for a late January release. Fingers crossed!
After LOKI, I’m already blocking out chapters for the final book in the Brody Brothers series, BROKEN. The biggest problem has been getting the right feeling for the heroine, but I think I’ve got that hammered out. I’m getting excited for Des’s story, so fleshing out his lady-love has been a real bonus.
I hope your Thanksgiving Day is filled with good food, good friends, happy family and memory-making moments that fill you with warmth and joy. I’m thankful for each and every one of you, my readers, and I’m thankful for the opportunity to entertain you with the greatest thing in the world—love everlasting!
I’m so excited to share Styx and Sydney’s story with you all, and it’s going to happen tomorrow! But I thought I’d give a little sneak peek of STYX’s first chapter NOW, because I’m funny like that. 🙂 Enjoy!
were slick on her beloved Pokey’s steering wheel, and she threw another
terrified glance at the rearview mirror.
The dark Caddy
with no plates accelerated so fast all she could see was the car’s grill.
“Oh God, no.”
She floored Pokey’s accelerator as hysteria-edged breaths panted out of her. She
thought—prayed—she saw an opening in the traffic in the lane next to her. If
she could just get off the freeway, she might have a chance of bringing this
insane car chase to an end.
Why is this
happening? Dear God, why?
She didn’t know.
Too bad she
couldn’t stop and ask them.
Blindly she groped
for the phone she’d left in her purse on the passenger seat. She cried in
relief when she found it almost immediately and started dialing 911, only to
drop the device when she had to grab the steering wheel to avoid hitting an idiotic
car that cut in front of her.
Okay, screw the
police, she thought, gripping the wheel with both hands once more while tears
of frustration dripped down her face. She’d get herself to safety before
calling them for help. The right lane next to her was clear. She could move
over. The two lanes after that, though, were full of midday workers either
going to or coming back from lunch—
A crunch of metal
on metal ripped a scream from her even as her poor car fishtailed with the
vicious bump from behind. She almost lost control as her trusty Camry tried to
deal with the rear impact while going eighty down I-90.
“Go straight, go
straight,” she screamed at her car, knowing with a clairvoyant-like clarity
what would happen if she was forced sideways at that speed. Her car would flip,
the roof of the car would crush in like a soda can, and there would be no
livable space within the car’s interior.
In short, she’d
die a grisly death.
It seemed to take
forever to get Pokey back under control, but at last she got it, her icy hands wrapped
around the steering wheel so hard they hurt. Just as she sent fervent thanks
out to whatever guardian angels she had, she spotted a sign for a familiar
She was done with
waiting for people to kill her.
If she was going
to die, it was going to be because she was trying to live, and not waiting for
death to come get her.
scream tearing out of her, Sydney hit the brakes and wrenched the wheel sharply
to the right, flew across four lanes of traffic, and shot onto the exit ramp.
In her wake, the sound of screeching tires and blaring horns filled her ears.
“I’m sorry, I’m
sorry.” She didn’t care that the words were useless. They gave her comfort,
because unlike the people chasing her, she had no intention of hurting anyone.
For a moment she
was weightless as her car zoomed down the steep off-ramp. Then Pokey landed so
heavily the undercarriage bottomed out and there was another horrible metallic crunching.
She blew through a yellow-to-red light, turning a hard right amidst another
symphony of car horns, but she didn’t bother to look at whatever she left in
The only thing
that mattered now was escaping whoever was trying to murder her.
Home, her brain pounded at her, but logic
overrode the instinct to hole up in what had always been a comfy, safe space. Home
was one place she absolutely couldn’t
go. The last thing she wanted to do was lead her attackers to her door. Bad
enough they obviously knew what her car looked like. If they knew where she
lived, she might as well get her final affairs in order.
What a nightmare.
In the minutes it
took to shoot through Goose Island toward her neighborhood of Old Town, she
racked her brain trying to figure out where she could go. A police station
would have been ideal, but since she’d never been in this kind of trouble, she
had no idea where the nearest station was. Second choice was getting pulled
over by a cop for going sixty on a surface street, but clearly the old saying
was true—there was never a cop around when you needed one.
Then she saw it.
A flash of a
dark-colored car in her rearview mirror.
Shit, was that the
She wasn’t going
to hang around to find out.
With her heart in
her throat, Sydney swerved off Division Street, zigzagged randomly through the
cross streets to wind up facing the other way on Division. With her dashboard
lit up like a Christmas tree and something smoking under the hood, she parked
in a lot in front of the strip mall located across the street from her
It wasn’t home,
but it was close.
The heavy humidity
of an unusually warm autumn day slapped at Sydney the moment she dashed out of
her smoking car, but she barely noticed as she tried to figure out what to do
next. Again, her instinct was to run to a place where she knew was safe. Her
best friend, Zemi, had a yoga studio, OMMniscience, tucked right in the middle
of the strip mall, so maybe she could go there. Or maybe she should run into Edibles,
the donut shop next to the studio, where she and Zemi usually landed after yoga
But to go to a
place connected to her in any way could prove dangerous for everyone involved.
OMMniscience, and no Edibles.
But she couldn’t
just stand there.
thought, she sprinted past the strip mall and around the corner, eyes open wide
for a random place to hide. The flash of light on a glass door as it slowly
swung shut snagged her attention. Without another thought, she zipped through
the glass door and into the high-rise building’s vestibule.
And crashed into a
solid something that almost had her bouncing back out through the door.
Hands shot out to stabilize her even as a handful of mail scattered to the
black and white tiled floor. “Where the hell’s the fire?”
“I’m sorry. I’m
sorry.” Out of breath and terrified she was going to throw up, Sydney glanced
back through the glass door only to see a dark Cadillac—oh Geez, was that the
same one? —drive by. “Oh my God, hide.”
“Are you fucking
crazy?” the solid object demanded, but she didn’t listen as she grabbed him by his
dark T-shirt and yanked him sharply to one side of the door with all the might
she had in her 5’2” frame. For good measure she pivoted so that his back was to
the glass door while she huddled as small as she could against him so that she
was shielded by his rangy, solid body.
Any port in a
“What. The. Hell.”
The voice was aggravated, gruff, but he didn’t jump back or try to push her
away. Instead arms came around her, and strangely, that feeling of being in a
safe port while a storm raged around her increased. “Jesus. You’re shaking like
“I’m sorry. I’m so
sorry.” Apparently these were the only words her freaked-out brain was capable
of producing. At least it was better than screaming.
He started to turn
his head to look outside the glass door. “What are you so afrai—”
Hastily she reached up and yanked his head back around…
And looked into
the face of the man she’d been drooling over for the past two months.
Every Thursday and
Sunday, Sydney made sure she was at Market Place grocery store, ostensibly to
work. But in actuality, she did her best to keep an avid lookout out for this
delicious specimen of a man, who usually could be found putting a major dent in
the frozen pizzas.
While he had
dubious taste in food, the rest of him was perfection—short brown hair several
shades darker than her own, strong dark brows that hooded pale blue eyes with
long lashes, and a mouth that turned up at the corners even when fully relaxed.
But even more fascinating than his riveting face was his ink.
The man was a
walking work of art.
His black T-shirt,
emblazoned with the words House Of Payne, exposed muscular arms covered
with tattoos all the way down to his wrists. His neck also sported some ink,
just glimpses of colorful art peeking out from under his shirt’s neckline.
She’d never been this close to him, so she hadn’t known about that intriguing
art going up his neck. For a totally inappropriate second she wondered what she
needed to do to get him to take his shirt off so she could get an even closer
Then she shook her
head. Wow. She must be suffering some weird sort of nervous breakdown to wonder
such a thing at a time like this.
He looked down at her—way down, since she’s pretty much stopped growing around
the age of thirteen—and gave her a smile that would have charmed the Devil
himself. “You’re safe, all right? You got a boyfriend or something that’s
hunting you down? I can take care of that shit, no worries.”
“No, I don’t have
a boyfriend or anything like that.” Just to be on the safe side, she pulled him
up against the wall, where all the apartment building’s mailboxes were located,
and out of direct line of sight. “It’s the Brisket Bandit posse.”
He slow-blinked. “Uh…what?”
“I’m a secret shopper
for Market Place grocery store, though that’s a secret, so don’t tell anyone.
Otherwise I’d just be a shopper, not a secret one, and I’d certainly lose my
Employee of the Month status if everyone knew I was a secret shopper.” Very
carefully Sydney chanced a quick peek over his shoulder, then ducked back when
a chatting couple walked by. Eek. “I finally caught the Brisket Bandit.
Only come to find out, he’s not a solo act. He’s got a posse, and he sent them
after me to murder me with their car.”
“Slow down.” Again
he glanced over his shoulder, then gave her a look that clearly doubted her
sanity. “A secret who? The brisket what? Wait, don’t answer,” he said when she
opened her mouth to fill in the blanks. “I just need to know one thing. Are you
supposed to be taking medication for anything? No judgment, I have
impulse-control issues, so I know how it can be. I’m just wondering if you’ve
missed a dose.”
For crying out
loud… “Secret shoppers
are employed by retailers to blend in with other shoppers, and we’re trained to
spot shoplifters. Market Place has had a problem with big-ticket items
disappearing, like brisket. That’s why this particular thief got branded with
the name Brisket Bandit.”
“Thank you. I’m,
uh, the one who made it up,” she added, while her face got hot. Great. Now she
was babbling. Who cared about what name she’d slapped on her target? “Anyway,
it’s taken a while, and we almost caught him over Labor Day weekend at the
South Loop Market Place store a couple weeks back, but he got away before the
cops could arrive.”
“So you work as a
secret shopper slash undercover cop—”
“Oh, no. I’m not a
cop. I mean, I don’t carry a gun, or anything like that.”
“I’m thinking you
should.” Putting her firmly in the corner of the vestibule and out of sight, he
bent to pick up his scattered mail, all the while keeping a sharp eye on the
door. “So you work way the hell and gone down south, and these assholes chased
you all the way up to Old Town?”
“I usually work at
the Market Place store a few blocks from here.” What she didn’t mention was
that was where she’d secretly perved all over him whenever he showed up on his
frozen pizza shopping days. “I was subbing for another secret shopper who
was out sick at a Market Place store over in South Loop. That’s where I finally
caught the Brisket Bandit a couple hours ago. I did everything by the book, and
I even had the police there waiting for me to run him out of the store right
into their waiting arms, so he’s officially wrapped up and taken care of.
Little did I know he had a crew watching and waiting for me in the parking lot.
They saw me chase their guy, and decided to go after me on the freeway. I
don’t even get why. I mean, I’m not the one who tackled him, slapped the
handcuffs on him and carted him off to jail. The police did all that. What’s
more, taking their anger out on me isn’t going to change anything. Why go after
stupid, but not stupid enough to go after cops. A secret shopper like you is
easy pickings. That pisses me off.”
she bent and gathered up the last of his dropped mail. “I’m really sorry I’m
bothering you like this.”
you haven’t done anything wrong. You got a name?”
Bishop.” She handed him his mail and tried to smile when all she felt like doing
was bursting into freaked-out hysterics. “Hi.”
Bishop. Terrance Hardwick, though everyone calls me Styx, except my mother.”
His eyes never left hers as he took the mail from her. “You live in this
Syd. That was
cute. “I actually live across the street, in the red brick building with all
those gorgeous big industrial windows. See?” Carefully she peeped through the
glass door and pointed at her second-story window. “I just didn’t want to lead
them right to my doorstep.”
“So you thought
you’d lead them to mine? Kidding,” he chuckled when his statement filled her
with such horror she gasped. “If they come here, they’ll get a helluva lot more
than they ever bargained for. Not only do I know how to take care of assholes
who like terrorizing women, but my family’s lousy with cops.” Rising from his
crouch, he held out his hand to her. “One phone call, and I’ve got just about
every hard case with a badge over here ready to defend you. That’s how my
Sliding her hand into his, she slowly rose to her full height, and all the
while she couldn’t seem to stop looking at him. Which wasn’t unusual when it
came to her grocery store guy. From the moment she’d spotted him tossing frozen
pizzas into his cart by the armload, she hadn’t been able to keep her eyes off
him. “My family’s not at all like that.”
you’re not figuring out a way to make space travel fun and convenient for the
masses, or winning a place on the Olympic team, then you’re ignored because
you’re failing at life.” Too late, she bit her lip. Since when had she decided
that sharing the pitiful low points of her life was a good way to flirt? She
wouldn’t blame him if he ran for the nearest exit.
His dark brows
shot up. “Your family’s into space travel… and the Olympics?”
“According to my
parents, a goal isn’t worth aiming for unless you’re aiming for the very top.”
thought my family’s expectations were bad.” He cocked his head toward the
sweeping lobby beyond an interior set of automatic glass doors. “You wanna come
in and take a load off while I make a couple calls? You could say I’ve got the
heart of Chicago PD on speed dial.”
“Um…” She looked
into the lobby, not sure if he was inviting her into the building, or up to his
place. At first glance, being invited up to her grocery store guy’s place was
all sorts of awesome, but the fact was he was a stranger. He might be her idea
of yummy, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t an ax murderer. “I’ve been too much
trouble already. I’ll just hop across the street, get myself calmed down with a
nice cup of tea, and call the police from there. At the very least, I’ve got to
get them out here so they can take a look at the damage that was done to my
poor Pokey and make a report.”
“My car. I name
cars,” she added, then wondered if she had survived I-90 only to die of embarrassment
at the feet of her grocery store guy. “I think it’s clear at this point that
I’m easily amused.”
He took this in
with a shake of the head. “You’re not walking across the street alone, Syd.
Anything happens to you, that’s on me.”
Like that, the
fear and dread flooded back in. “I can’t let you do that. For all I know,
they’re right outside, waiting to run me over.”
“Calm down.” To
her surprise, he reached out and hooked a strong hand around the nape of her
neck. “What’d the car look like?”
“It, uh…” For some
reason, it was hard to think with that warm, strong hand branding itself into
her flesh. “A dark Cadillac sedan, dark gray or black. No license plate. It
should have front-end damage because they rammed poor Pokey when we were on the
freeway. If that car is waiting outside, we’re all going to die, so you are
definitely not going out there with me. I’ll chance it alone.” She could dash
across the street without getting hit. Probably.
Again, he shook
his head as he let his hand drop. That’s very brave of you.”
“We’re not going
to go playing in the street when there’s someone out there using their car as a
fucking murder weapon.” With his mail clenched in one hand, his free hand
grabbed hers. Before she was over the oddly delightful shock of his hand
holding hers, he was dragging her through the automatic glass doors that led
into the lobby. “I don’t have tea, but I make a mean cup of coffee, and I can
get any number of cops you want here within the next five minutes. I’m not
letting you go out there until I know you’re safe.”
Elevators are over here around the security desk—”
“Look, I just need
to know one thing. Are you an ax murderer?”
That stopped him
“I’ve had a hell
of a day,” she said on a sigh, and she wasn’t surprised to see her free hand shake
before she dragged it through her hair. “Catching the Brisket Bandit, nearly
dying at eighty miles per hour on I-90, and then crashing headlong into
you…” My crush for the past couple of months. “I just need to know
I’m not jumping out of the frying pan and into the fire, because that’s pretty
much how my luck has been today.”
“Ah, got it. You
want assurances that I’ve never killed anyone with an ax.”
“Or any other
implement. I’m not picky about details.”
letting her go, he turned to the security desk, a good twenty feet away, sucked
in a breath, and bellowed out, “Yo, Marty! Vouch for me, yeah? Lady here is
worried I’m an ax murderer. Am I an ax murderer?”
An older man who
strongly reminded her of Stan Lee leaned over the desk to get a good look at
them. “Not that I know of. Why? Is she
an ax murderer, and maybe she wants to meet like-minded people?”
“That’s a good
question.” Turning back to her, the man known as Styx lowered his voice while
Sydney gaped at them. “Are you an ax murderer?”
She shook her
head, amazed that the majority of the people in the lobby ignored them,
casually going about their business as if having a yelled-across-the-lobby
conversation about ax murderers was a perfectly normal event. “You just yelled
about murder in public.”
Marty’s a retired badge and has seen it all when it comes to this city. Not to
mention he used to be my dad’s partner when they were both in uniform, so he
knows to just roll with whatever impulsive shit I toss his way. So? You an ax
Wow. “I once killed a spider when I felt it
crawling on my arm, but I swear it was an accident. I still feel guilty about
“Spiders get my
boot, with no guilt, but that’s about as scary as I get. That’s a promise, Syd.
She took a deep breath, held it a moment, then took a leap of faith. “Okay.”